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韩庚与庚饭的成长故事^^

2010-10-10T17:27:00.033+08:00

很久都没来这里写下我的心情故事了，是不得空吗？好像不是...应该是懒惰^^

今天我想写下的还是一个属于韩庚和庚饭的故事...
今天会来这里写下这篇文章，当然是因为今天一定是遇上了什么特别事让我忽然想写下来...没错，确实有特别的事发生，可是是感觉上的....

回头想一想，我是在什么时候喜欢韩庚这个男人？？？记不清楚了....我只知道，在你决定你要勇敢的单飞时，我还在怀疑这你，你这样做是最好的吗？你这样做是正确的吗？想了很多，但从来没有在你角度那里去着想过....因为关注你是因为我也在关注着你所在的那个组合，却从来没有站在你一个人的角度去为你着想过....于是开始好好的找资料来补课，看见了以前陪你一起走过四年的风雨，和你经历同样的事情，陪你一起去面对，看着看着就有种自己也身在其中的感觉。那时候的我才明白，我们很清楚我们都看见了你的努力，可是却忽略了你的苦衷，走出去的路艰难，回来的路又何尝容易啊~~~于是，我从一个妖精（ELF）变成了一个名副其实的庚饭，我是庚饭。从妖精变成庚饭也经历了很多，所以才会选择要成为一位庚饭。不管怎样，庚饭，顾名思义就是韩庚的饭（粉丝Fans）。很多人会问我对于追星族的看法，你觉得这样支持一个偶像对吗？你不会累吗？你不觉得太疯狂了吗？你不觉得不值得吗，因为这一辈子他都不会记得你，也不会知道你的存在？....很多很多....

我只能说会这么问的人在他们心里早有对所谓‘追星族’的看法了，就如蔡康永所说的，曾經有人問我對同志的看法,我說：為甚麼要有看法,同志就像吃飯一樣的自然,你會對吃飯這事有看法嗎！你只會問要不要吃,或吃甚麼,會問的,心裡已經有看法了.... 无可否认，很多追星族都很不理智，但不能包括所有....至少，我在庚饭里就看到了不少理智的粉丝，做公益，慈善等活动，总不落人后....让我不得不说，什么样的偶像就会培养出什么样的粉丝...

解约后的你，差不多有3-4个月的空窗期，但你并没有放弃，你很努力的证明给我们看着几个月你都和我们一样努力着，没有放弃过。结果，我们也看到了你的努力和成果。就在7月17日和18日，你在北京北展开了属于你的第一次演唱会。在7月27日，你推出了属于你的个人专辑，也创下了一个很好的销量和口碑。

《庚心》

无可否认，从新开始的你必须从一个新人开始，你没有了亚洲第一天团的唯一中国籍成员这个光环，你之前的一切一切都很可能被外界抹杀掉，你是一个新人。但，作为庚饭，我们都很愿意陪你重新来过，就像你说的，以前的你也是什么也没有，你的今天是以前一步一步努力来的，就算今天要把你打回原形，你也能再努力的爬起来。

回国后的你明显轻松多了，成熟多了。卸下了天团组合的你显得更自由，更强大了。你的努力没有白费，你已经用成绩来证明给我们看你的努力，你的选择是正确的.....你的泪水，你的汗水，我们也想用自己的力量来告诉你，这一切都是有回报的，都是值得的^^

在你重新开始的过程里，我们也知道一切都不会那么顺利，你离开了你的团队，你必须背着很多不了解你的人的冷言冷语。背叛？无情？....这一切的一切，你从来没有埋怨过，因为你知道时间比语言更能证明一切。有时候，我们真的很心疼你，心疼你的善良，把一切委屈都往肚子里吞；心疼你报喜不报忧的性格；心疼你为了回报我们而废寝忘食的工作；心疼你那时常要去医院的身体；心疼你的一切.......你说我们为你做了太多太多了，你不能以相同的方式回报给我们，所以你很努力的制作你的作品，你要用最好的作品来回馈给我们。其实你并不知道，我们确实很在乎你飞得高不高，但我们更在乎你的健康好不好....

记得在一场演出里听了一个粉丝写给你的信，整体内容我不记得了，最让我影响深刻的是有一段话。大概的意思是我们都为你而来，我们不必在人群中搜寻你的身影，因为每一眼都是你；你不必和别人比嗓门，因为所有人叫的只有一个名字，然后台下所有人都不约而同的喊出了一个名字‘韩庚’。这句话真的是让韩庚和所有的庚饭都很感动，都把话说到了我们每一个人的心坎里了T-T

很多人都不明白，我们为什么喜欢韩庚，甚至为什么会追星。当我们告诉他们，我们是很理智的追星，他们都会说，追星有什么理智的？我不能说每一个明星都一样，但我只能说韩庚真的是个很难得的优质偶像，给人很正面的讯息和观念，这就是一个公众人物必须对观众负责的行为。我们和他经历了他人生中的起起落落，和他一起笑，一起哭，互相调戏增进彼此之间的感情。我们又一起吃苦的幸福，有属于我们永远谱写的爱的故事，也有外人不会了解，也永远无法理解的感情。就如鲁豫姐姐看到庚饭的行为也忍不住说，庚饭很无私的为韩庚，我们和他之间并没有血缘关系，但我们却很愿意为他付出。人的感情真的很复杂，我们之间也许掺杂了一些亲情，兄妹之情，同事之间的感情，友情甚至是一点点的爱情。就是因为这些感情，所以我们才愿意这么付出。

说了很多，但总觉得还没说完似的。也许我们有太多的故事了，因为我们经历了很多。比起很多前辈级的庚饭，我还算是个新饭，我没能陪你走过刚出道时那8个月的空窗期和种种让人纠结的恩怨事件，但我很庆幸我能陪你经历你解约期间的空窗期。在这段日子，看这里成长，看着你日渐成熟，看着你勇敢的面对你的工作，你的生活和那些不了解你的人的闲言闲语。你说这也是你工作的一部分，陪伴你的还有一群庞大的粉丝，你的家人和朋友。就是这一股信任，我们彼此之间有着偶像和粉丝之间的默契。在你解约期间，我们粉丝的对你支持和付出方式也被媒体称作是最有默契的偶像和粉丝。

我真的很庆幸我是庚饭。

20年的约定，我们都不会忘记。

韩庚庚饭携手同行^^

2010-03-14T12:26:00.013+08:00

今天就如往常一样在庚吧混，庚吧很温暖，庚饭很热情是我对他们的印象。昨天大吧和庚吧被爆，所以两吧同时实行会员制。多么的庆幸我是庚吧会员，可以照常留言^-^今天在庚吧看到一位非庚饭写下来的文章，真的很感动。。。所以想要和其他庚饭们一起分享^-^今天想用黄色和宝蓝色来写，想必有人会明白当中的意思^-^
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命中注定
每个人的命运都是上天注定的，韩庚的离去让死党L的天缺了一角，庚饭对韩庚的爱如此之深，他们用天使的谎言，修补着自己的心，双手举起爱的鼓励，相互支撑着对方的天空。

也许是感同身受，觉得庚饭爱的魔线编制了一张柔软而巨大的绸缎，华丽，珍贵。她们的心像颗颗珍珠与玫瑰花瓣一起散落在银蓝色的绸缎上。一个微小的打击都会让她们随之晃动。

命中注定，她们像一只只易脆的精灵。随着韩庚而浮动，受伤；命中注定，她们是一只琉璃娃娃，体内闪着宝蓝色的光芒，却以柔弱的身躯保护着所爱的人，希望他有属于自己的舞台，灯光，掌声，鲜花。

也许以一个局外人的身份，看到这一切心里只会有些淡淡的感慨，无法领略她们命中注定的伤痛，无法知晓她们命中注定的情感。

我祝福庚饭，祝福韩庚，希望他们可以营造属于自己的空间，放飞属于他们的梦想，飞翔属于韩庚的天空。
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韩庚的梦想，就是庚饭的梦想
韩庚要走的路，就是庚饭要随的路
韩庚需要什么，庚饭绝对给予他们能给予的
庚饭在乎的不是路好不好走，而是和谁一起走
韩庚和庚饭二十年的约定。。。铭记于心^-^
加油吧^0^

2010-02-02T22:41:00.014+08:00

I had go midvalley and the Garden to buy my Chinese New Year's clothes but I think it's not so enough...Coz I cant saw a clothes is I prefer one...Haiz...Pity...^-^I shop until my leg no feeling dy...I will shopping again until i find my dear clothes...haha^0^

We had go a Korea Restaurant to having our lunch...I had order a Dok buki and a cup of korea bali...^-^Not bad...But the Kimchi's taste...erm...I just can said i dun like it...hehe^-^

All the shopping centre had alot of decorate for Chinese New Year...All red red color...haha^-^But the feeling is so nice...

After that,we go a taiwan's restaurant to having our dinner...XXL chrispy chicken...haha^0^

Continue for shopping......................

Korea Bali

Dok Buki

And the most important is I saw hangeng at midvalley...haha^-^Got people ask the painter to draw hangeng picture...So happy^-^And i also saw the ChoKyuhyun's picture there...

Nice...but dun understand y so many ppl like to use this picture,but also not bad la^-^

2010-01-23T11:47:00.005+08:00

Wahahaha....long time didnt post anything in here already....then de comeback post also because super junior^-^I will use blue color in this post because it's for super junior^-^hehe...Finally i buy de super show ticket already....Hope can watch only13 stage....but i think is not possible but also hope can watch a perfect stage....and hangeng...plz come backT-T

only13

From leeteuk to kyuhyun ONLY

SUPER SHOW Ticket^-^

Do u know how many ticket here????

2009-10-23T13:44:00.003+08:00

不知道为什么，今天的我想用文字来表达我的感受

越来越少把自己的感受写在部格落了

也许生活每天都在断地在重复了又在重复

每天其实都过得差不多

起床，上学，放学，上网，看电影，睡觉。。。

这些事情就好象是每天都会进行的

觉得没什么特别的

所以就省略了它们

最近也没有什么特别的心情

对很多事也都不太关心

简单来说，是自己活在自己的世界里

不喜欢成群结党的去玩耍

因为觉得特别吵闹

只想跟比较亲密的好朋友呆在一起

说自己喜欢的话题

因为大家有着共同的话题

所以可以聊得比较舒服

所以如果他们不在我身边

我就想变得不像我自己

很安静，很情绪化。。。

不想参与他们

因为没有共同的话题

没有该有的信任

渐渐的

就有了另一个不一样的自己

但是，没关系

即使是这样也没什么大不了

还是一样的活着

太阳还是会照样升起

风还是照样吹

所有的事情也不会因为我的喜怒哀乐而有所变化

所以我也只能一点一点地接受了我一样的自己

即使现在的我是变得多么的安静，或喜欢疏远不熟悉的人

但，只要和他们（最窝心的朋友们）在一起

我就开始觉得

我原来没变

从头到尾

我都没变

只是不喜欢和比较陌生的人讲话

只是不喜欢参与我一点兴趣也没有的话题

只是不喜欢和不是朋友的朋友拉紧关系

也许在我们的世界不一样

即使再亲近

也难免还会在对方背后说三道四

真的非常不喜欢这样的相处方式

就因为发现原来这世上还有这么虚伪的友情

所以才会更珍惜我所拥有的真挚的友情

我亲爱的朋友们

希望我们能够友谊永固^0^

2009-09-30T17:08:00.021+08:00

Haha...have a long time i didnt update my blog anymore...I think have a month dy....i'm always focus on a korea group-super junior...haha....there have 13 members in tis group and all of them also telent guys...Let me intro them now...haha^0^

1st Lee Teuk(leader)

angel with wings...haha^-^

高龄偶像利特^-^hehe

2nd HeeChul(prince or princess)

童颜金西澈

3rd one of member come from china-HanGeng

十三亿里的奇迹韩庚

4th Yesung

艺术的声音艺声

5th Korea No.1 crazy guy-KangIn

头号新郎人选强仁

6th ShinTong

才干小子-神童

7th No.1 aegyo guy-SungMin

后代美男晟敏

8th Dancing machine-EunHyuk

宝石魅力男人恩赫

9th Adorable Males-DongHae
韩国孝子东海

10th SiWon

姿态始源

11th Cute and talent guy-endorphin RyeoWook imida...haha^-^

担当青春元素& 贤内助之王丽旭

12th KiBum
微笑天使基范

13th Super junior'maknae-weird and talent guy-KyuHyun
脱线魅力男圭贤

Besides that,super junior also part with different small group to focus different ways....There have super junior M,H,T,K.R.Y....

S.J.H

SJ K.R.Y

SJ T

And de important is SJ M....tis new group is focus on china and mandarin market...Their album is use mandarin to promote their song...It's a challenge for all korea guy....but tis small group leader is super junior china member's Hangeng....and tis group have added 2 china guy...They are zhoumi and henry from canada....they also get a good result in Asia....Congratulation^-^

SUPER JUNIOR ,

FIGHTING!!!!!

2009-08-30T23:41:00.044+08:00

KEJOHANAN BOLA KERANJANG PIALA AGUNG KE-51 was carry out at Stadium Tertutup Nilai on 22nd to 30th August 2009.It is a excited matchs and a lot of malaysia players had participate tis competition.It's worth for all basketball lover to visit it...^-^NICE SHOW...I had take few photo during the semi final and final.So,I showed all some of the photo here...
This is the female semi-final...Melaka vs Johor
Forgot de result but Johor is winner...But I'm melaka supporter...^-^Melaka,Fighting!!!^0^

This is semi final for male group...But all spectators also felt this is the final for male group coz this 2 group also is de stronger team in this competition.A lot of Malaysia players and MABA players join this 2 teams.Melaka vs Johor...Melaka is winner in this match...congratulation^-^

The most excited match i think is Kelatan vs Johor for female group.This 2 teams have the same real strength and both of them also are Malaysia players.Especially is Kelantan team.I'm Kelantan supporter in this match^-^hehe...the result is 82 vs 81....All the spectators also felt so nervous at all the time coz their point was so near and cant know who's the winner if havent until the end.I'm so nervous and my heartbeat was strong at the moment.haha^0^Kelantan is the 1st winner in this competition.Congratulation^-^

They were excited when the match was finished coz they were

the 1st winner in this whole match...

This is de final for the male group but i think this match was not excited coz all of us also know that Selangor is not Melaka's opponent...It's the commiserate in this competition coz all of us also felt the final group should be Melaka vs Johor...haiz...but cannot be questioned that Melaka team is the most strongest team in this whole match.

No.15 from Melaka team...I like this guy(chee li wei) so much...^-^

You know why?haha^0^ if u got visit this match then you will know it..

He is the Most Valiable Player(MVP) in this match.Congratulation^-^

All the reporters strom to the 1st winner team to take photo when the time was end^-^

NICE SHOW.NICE MATCH.NICE PLAYERS....miss it and enjoy it so much^-^

2009-08-21T23:14:00.008+08:00

Actually these photo i had upload before i'm exam but really lazy to post it and write it...haha^-^But i already forgot wat i wanna to write when i wanna post tis b4....so i just post all de photo without too much words la^0^I still remember tis photo is i take with my cute niece b4 i wanna go out to watch de'agung cup'....cute right?my niece...hehe^-^

START

haha^0^finished!!!!!=-=''

2009-07-29T22:20:00.022+08:00

Finally I come back and update my blog now....All my friends also keep on urge me to update it but really no time for me to update my blog ~no lie~ ^-^hehe...Actually wanna update on last weekend but my laptop cant startup anymore.I think is de real player software problem.But is all right now.haiz~~~~sometime will hate my laptop always sick....It's so dangerous for me=-=...I felt i really need a hard disk now....Scare my laptop sick again...If need to format all my data then i think i will be mad=-=''=my darling is inside thr=^0^haha

Last wednesday miao,shu hui,teng and me also didnt attended de media planning lecture*whr we go?*hehe^-^We stayed and played in DK ABC....haha^-^ Miao and me had take a lot funny picture at thr....show our stupid look all de time=-=''

take 1

take 2 PEACE

take 3 oOppp

take 4

take 5

take 6

take 7 GHOSTS

I think i'm de 1 who most look like a ghost=-=''

take 8

take 9

take 10

take 11

take 12

take 13 COCUNUT TREE HAIR

miao helped me to make it...sandara park's hair look....but i think i'm not

suit tis hair style....make my face look so long=-=

take 14

take 15

take 16

take 17

take 18

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hahahaha^0^ Forgive my self admiring la....hehe^-^Today just finished a presentation and hand up a assignment. Still left de media planning assignment.Hope we can do it well ^-^Gambateh!!!

2009-07-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

ANGRY!!!!!!Open my blog just appear tat my blog had this kind of thgs...AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!Who's de F***er wrote some rude words in my blog???dun go too far k....Do u know ur action will let many people misunderstanding???It's also let me feel so angry!!!!Nothg can express my feeling now... *crying*It's really angry and feel so shame because ur words....Why have tis kind of people de oO???Plz stop it ok???Ur action make me become crazy dy!!!! =It's so sad now=To de no manners people*cant treat u nice too* :I dunno how I make u angry b4 and I dun care anythg happened b4,anythg u also can tell me face to face,but plz dun try to do tis thgs on me...Ur action is go too far dy.... =be matual ok=!!!!

2009-07-16T18:19:00.002+08:00

^@^ Have a long time I didnt blogging anymore dy coz I'm really so busy in this few weeks.Why I will so busy??? Haiz....coz now is my assignment and mid term season.So,time is not enough for meT-T...Actually also feel so hate myself in tis 2nd year,sem 1 coz I keep on waste my time on some useless things.It's also a reason for y my time is not enough.I think i should control myself dy. *I will try my best to control it^-^*hope I can do it la...haha^0^ In this week, everydays I also woke up at 6am and sleep at after 12am...It's damm tired dy...I need wake up early to do my revision coz i got 3 mid-term on tis week.Haiz....But I'm also feel lucky coz de translation mid term is discuss by group.Then I just need worry about my media planning and cultural & religious practice mid term only......Wednesday.....Media planning's mid term was cancelled dy...oO...yeah!!!^-^It's a great news for me coz i never study tis sub anymore...wuhuhu^0^...Thursday(today)....Puan Ana told us she will gave surprise to us during mid term....haha...It's really is a great surprise fro me...She allowed us discuss but cant refer our notes.Although some of de question we dunno how to do but better than do it alone...hahahaha^0^I love you....^0^muackzz
But....Assignment...=-='' I hate it so much...Especially is de copy writing's assignment.It's damm hard to do.I really feel so tired about tis sub dy....Although my lecturer and tutor is not bad, but i still cant get any interesting in tis stupid sub...And others assignment i think is still ok now....haiz...hope everythings can become more better abit la...Really hate my life now...T-T

2009-06-29T21:38:00.004+08:00

Still today....haha^-^
coz wan reply a tag from a bitch(mujaja)...wahaha^0^I think got 1 week didnt write anythg in my blog coz really dunno wat can i write during tat time^-^Just finished view few of my friends's blog then appear mujaja had tag me,so just reply now....

Let's start now.....
FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1.Yoyo
2.Yao yao
3.Yao yi yao
4.hui rong
FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1.Chinese New Year...coz can get a lot money
2.My birthday^-^
3.Christmas....Feel so romantic and warm during tis day
4.today(29.6.2009)....start my orthodontic life....waiting de end come=-=''
FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1.brush my teeth
2.chating
3.watched Big Bang's talent show
4.listening Big Bang's song...wuhuhu...its so nice^-^
FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1.Shopping
2.Have a lot money
3.stay together with my family and friends
4.de moment i can disclose de wayar,old ring,bracket on my teeth=-=''
FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1.daddy
2.grandmom
3.-
4.-
FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1.new phone
2.ornaments
3.finger ring^0^hehe
4.all Big Bang's albums
FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1.listening music
2.watching drama
3.watch basketball match
4.shopping
FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1.Korea
2.Paris
3.Europe
4.Hong Kong
FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1.water
2.green apple+carrot juice
3.2%
4.ai yu bing...haha^-^(tbr)
FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1.mirror
2.tissue
3. water bottles
4.MP4
FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1.white
2.pink
3.straw
4.black
TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1.basketball court
2.TARC
3.sungai wang...times square
4.hometown
TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
1.Shopping
2.Family
3.Friends
4.Big Bang
TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1.Family
2.Friends
3.My own character
4.Big Bang
TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1.dunno
2.i think no
3.no
4.haiz...dunno la
TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1.free
2.de questions is easy to answer
3.mujaja tag me then i just answer lo=-=''
4.wan find somethg to do now
THE LUCKY FRIENDS THAT I WANNA TAG:
1.chee kuan
2.huan ying
3.adrian
.....Enjoy this tag...^-^

2009-06-29T17:35:00.002+08:00

Today,I had start my orthodontik at dental hospital.I felt so scared after i arrived there.Keep on think about 'i will pain until die anot oO?','is it will so PAIN??','how to eat after it oO?'....and more....keep on thinking,non stop....Luckily,de dentist and all de nurses are so nice,keep on chatting some funny things with me.Let me didnt feel so scare during de moment.But unluckily,de dentist spoil my lips when de dentist wanuse de pincers take out some thing on my teeth,all de blood is flow out=-=''.....It's so PAIN T-T....dentist and nurses keep on apologize to me but i also didnt felt angry at de moment....Just feel PAIN only...Actually not so pain during de moment*if dentist didnt spoil my lip*=-='',but after few hour....NOW....I'm feel so uncomfort because my teeth...suddenly feel pain and sorrowful....what happen now???......stop it!!!!!cant eat anymore now!!!!shit.........
Assignment is starting now.Its let me feel I cant loosen during tis few weeks dy...Courseworks,assignment....it's will let ppl die=-= All de things will so rush dy=-=''HAIZ...........HAIZ........................................

2009-06-15T21:41:00.009+08:00

Today,I had go sungai wang to Sing K with my gang^-^shu hui,miao and teng...wuhuhu^0^It's damm enjoyed but so tired in the end=-=....Actually we had decided it a long time but always can't suit each other time.It's let us seldom can go out together....and the most important is we didnt have MONEY...haha^-^ We had found a lot of favourite goods when we were shop but actually we cannot shopping...is just can seeing... ~pity girls~T-T Shu hui and miao said we need show the words ''we waiting for de ptptn,just ignore us'' in our shirt coz when we walk into all de shop,de sale girls keep on serve us then make us so embarrassed=-='' ~it's funny but still feel pity here~
Anyway,we still enjoyed our singing time here^-^yuhuhu...^@^

teng,shu hui and me^-^(my face is noob=-='')coz teng say act cool

but they still smiling here>0<

miao,shu hui and teng^-^

~3 of the best singers here~

a lot peace here^-^

yeah^0^

i like to hug miao coz feel got sense of security^-^

ENJOYING OUR DAY HERE^-^

TIRED-------->sleep 1st...tmr cant skip my lecture coz shu hui said better dun skip it...Why???heard from others is many ppl had fail this sub...~scared~hehe^-^ =dun think too much 1st=

jiayou jiayou^0^gambateh^@^

2009-06-10T20:30:00.006+08:00

I'm feel so sOOOO Tired and Suffering now...I'm SICK dy...keep on cough and sneeze now and also got abit fever...OMG...is it de A subtypes H1N1,H1N2,H3N1,H3N2,and H2N3 har???...haha^-^ Touchwood...But my feeling really not so well now.For de sake of dunwan contaminate to others ppl then i start to wear my face mask in my house.Actually i also wanna wear it to college coz scare contaminate to my friends but i also scare give arise to de unnecessary panic so finally I decide dun wear it go to my college.=-='' Hope it's just a frivolous's sick...
my look tat wearing de face mask....=-=

Hope I can recover it as fast as possible^-^

2009-06-09T21:39:00.003+08:00

Haiz....I'm so tired now.I cant pay my whole heart when my lecture and tutorial class were proceed coz last night I cant sleep well at all.It's so hot during mid-night.So,I keep on sleeping when my lecturer and tutor were talking. ~sorry~ I think I need sleep early abit when my class is start at 8am.Or else,I really cant pay my attention at all. *also feel so sleepy now*
Assignment was start now.All people will become very busy during this few weeks dy.haiz T-T I'm still havent enter the situation at all now.It's really BAD...Cant understand my lecturers and tutors's talk.Cant understand how to start all my assignment.arHHHH!!!!!!HELP ME!!!!!!T-T...Began to have a bad feeling,but dunno how to convey it out.haiz...=-=Hope I can pass my new sem safety.^-^ ~TIRED....cant bear it dy!go to sleep now@-@~

2009-06-04T17:20:00.007+08:00

wuhuhu...^0^just back from sri rampai pasar malam with my cousemate-patrick and lim...hehe^-^Is a happy moment for me...haha^-^Today patrick know a lot secret dy...heyhey...dun say it out k...haha^0^
Today I finished my class at 12pm...i'm nothg can do after my class end.So i just sleep until 5pm.Really bored at all....haiz.......my life is so bored....that's why patrick always said my blog is same 1...coz my life is never change.Is most simple life at all.Actually I'm a girl who isolated myself(宅女).I dun like join too much people.I enjoy all the being alone time.No make up,no comb my hair,no lens....Sometimes,I'm also will share my natural look,real life and real character with my close and best friends.I'm feel happy coz they can entered into my world with their true heart.I can feel their care at all the time.I wont feel alone when they are be my side.No secret,no pretend,no lies...I enjoy this pure friendship and life...But how can I find it here???It's hard...~Love my dearest friends~muackzzz^0^

My look that havent make up.....=-=....

Actually I got many words wanna types out.But I really dunno how to express my feeling now.Expecially de feeling bcoz of YOU...Nothg can types now. ~END~

2009-06-01T13:50:00.014+08:00

Finally,I had start my year 2...and also start all de lecture and tutorial dy.I feel all de subjects also difficult at all.I dunno wat de lecturer talking about when he was teaching...@-@ I start my class at 8am.So early....I feel so tired and sleepy=-= I miss my holidays a lot^-^haiz.....I hope can have some interest things happen during my 2nd year.If not,I will feel so BORED...Tmr also start my class at 8am...TIRED@-@ Y must so early leh???haiz......I'm finished all my class today.Damm BORED...Now is de time for me to rest but i still blogging...haha^-^Later need go genting klang steamboat with my new housemates and roommates...wuhuhu^-^Eat eat eat...I wanna eat alot coz i didnt having any breakfast or lunch...just waiting my dinner(steamboat)...cant wait dy...hungry=-=''

Yeah^-^I had taking few photo in my new house...start my self admiring again...wahaha^0^

take 1:my stupid face=-=''

take 2

take 3:my crazy act@-@

take 4:noob face=-=

take 5

take 6:drinking

take 7:my peace pose^-^

take 8:losing 1 teeth in my left hand side

take 10

take 11:stupid+crazy+foolish act...haha^0^

All right....I really feel so tired dy...Need take a rest now....sleeping=-=....

2009-05-28T13:28:00.007+08:00

At my hometown now^-^ I didnt attend all de class on the 1st week coz i'm feel wasting time at there so i'm back my hometown on wednesday...^0^Although also will feel bored at home but i think is better than stay at KL.I dun like the place...haiz....=-=''coz when I stay at there i will feel so stress and cant breathe because there is too much trouble are wating for me...T-T I hate it!!!!Maybe I do not really suitable for complex life,I only hope that life can be simple and well-being of the main. ~just a simple girl need a simple life~I hate the hypocrisy of life,I hate comparison with each other,I feel it so childish and stupid.Perhaps there are too many people who really too free at all. ~ignore this kind ppl~I hope that my world is the most pure and true.I really not fit in noisy and complicated world.Perhaps I should also adapt to this type of life because I must find my own location in this complex world.This's call LIFE.I KNOW IT...Only hope I find my happiness in this kind of world.Why i will types it suddenly???haiz...dunno...hehe...^-^

simply take few photo now...really so bored...^-^

2009-05-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today I woke up very early coz i need go dental hospital for extraction. ~repeat again and again~About 9.30am,my mom fetch me go there for extraction and i feel so scared when i'm waiting the nurse calling me.Luckily,I meet de nice and beautiful dentist again.I'm feel peace of mind during de extraction.I finished de extraction almost 11.30am then we just back.My blood is keep on exudative...I feel so nausea...=-=''After I'm back my home,I start to prepare all my stuff and ready going back to KL.After I finished preparing then my mom fetch me to KTM station.When de train was came,my niece keep on calling me and crying coz she wan me hug her and follow me going back to KL....haiz...so pity leh...my niece...Sorry for i cant bring u go together...:( When de door was close i'm still can heard she cry...When i heard she cried...I CRIED TOO!!!! ~ngan chin~oO...NO...my dearest niece...I will back on this thursday la...miss u^-^

2009-05-23T12:25:00.020+08:00

Yeah!!!!^0^My new sem is start on next monday@-@ It's my 2nd year in my diploma.whuhuhu.....^-^But all people said 2nd year is more difficult than 1st year.Its hard to study at all....T-T...Let me feel so scared now:(...I cant start my new sem on monday coz i need go dental hospital for extrationT-T...so i will back on tuesday...Miss my friends so much and worry my result so much now...hehe^-^suddenlly feel hate to start my 4 semester coz lazy to study...=-=''...always change my temperature^-^haiz...dun talk about tis sadness thg 1st...During this sem break,I had finished alot of drama in my home.It's had taiwan's drama,korea's drama and more is hong kong's drama coz i more prefer tvb's drama...hehe^-^But I feel had 2 drama is so interested for me...it's korea and taiwan's drama...^-^wahaha...The 1st is Boys Over Flowers...The 4 guys is so handsome and funny.Actually this drama composition is almost same with de taiwan‘流星花园’but also had some different...I'm more prefer korea 1 than de taiwan 1...hehe^-^I love it so much.

Korea F4

Lee Min ho as Goo joon pyo,Kim Bum as So Yi Jung,Koo Hye Sun as Geum Jan Di,

Kim Jun as Song Woo Bin and Kim Hyun Joong as Yoon Ji Hoo

I love Kim Bum so much^0^His smile is so charming^-^

~my handsome and cute prince~

~handsome and cool prince~

Love Kim Bum and Kim So Eun as a pair of soulmate^-^

The 2nd drama is an integration of Malaysia, Thailand and Taiwan idol inspirational elements of youth drama.Malaysia playwright, Thailand and Taiwan leading the scenes with the production team,using different cultural backgrounds and ideas,produced together into a rich and multi-level meaning.Its also a nice drama for me.It's LOVE.18...逆风18...

小杉（鍾欣怡）,Joshua（Chin）,阿哲（陳澤耀）

joshua,啊哲，小杉，海海（張家寧），阿星（顏乙恩）

I Love Chin so much....He's so handsome^-^

~he is a naughty and funny guy~

watching this 2 drama make me become anthomaniac dy...hehe^-^Anyway,these 2 drama is the nice drama for me^-^....LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!wuhuhu^0^

2009-05-19T22:34:00.003+08:00

This week i got abit busy coz I wan settle de house problem,prepared all de thing for de new sem,go dental hospital for extraction...@-@ I had move out all my stuff to another house on this monday.I so tired after finished it....When I reached my home is dy 10.30pm....And I wanna say thank you to my dear friend-rui wen here...She had help me alot....thank you ya^0^

Yesterday I had go out for cut my hair...But I'm not so prefer my new hair style.My cousin said look like 'Ah Biao'...=-=''... ~crying~This is my stupid look after I cut my hair....

dun care it 1st...maybe after few days will nice abit....haiz.........no eyes to see it dy...:(

Today,I had go dental hospital for extraction.Now was just finished extraction...Anesthetics slowly dispersed,my wound was started to feel pain now...my blood was keep on falling...T-T...I love the dentist so much coz she is a tender ppl.She scared me feel pain then she doing the extraction carefully.But she inflood too many anesthetics for me...so I was in a state of anesthesia now...hehe^-^But also need said thank you to her...I wont feel so pain during de extraction.But now is feel so pain leh...Anyway,Thanks ya^0^Monday i still need go there for de last extraction,hope I can meet her again...^-^

2009-05-15T21:25:00.003+08:00

Tag again^-^Yesterday just finished a tag by mujaja...Today I received a tag by jessica again.haha....Thanks for tagging me ya...jessica^-^Boring now,it's the time for me tagging ^0^
Let's start now....('',)
1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
forehead...~i think it's so warm~^-^
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Lazy to brush my teeth and washing my face=-=''
3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
my niece....baby xixi^-^
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Yup, I think is...('',)
5.Will you ever donate blood ?
never coz my physical condition is not suitable to donate blood...=-=''
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Best friend??No...but i had friends is....Not best friend...hehe^-^
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
LIM WEE PERNG...he's a BARBARIAN... ~sorry for this damnation
coz i really hate tis guy~=-=
8. What does your last text message say ?
Yes~lazy reply msg so always just had few words~
9. What are you thinking right now ?
my brain is blank now...=-=
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Erm...if can then sure...*-*hope he can be by my side..love & miss him so much
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Almost 3.30am...
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Converse
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Him & all my troubles are in my brain now T-T
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
my cousin...hui yi
The TEN lucky person had tagged by me
1.Huan Ying
2.Adrian
3.Chuei Yee
4.Mujaja
5.Patrick
6.Mei Kuan
7.Meng Cong
8.Hann Yaw
9.Jia Zhe
10.Mei Si

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
i think he still single now^0^
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Erm....dunno oO...maybe^-^
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
study at singapora...is a excellent student^0^
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
last night...Through MSN
20.Is no.4 single ?
dunno oO...he never tell me^-^
21. Say something about no.2
Sentimental,sometimes look him like a man but sometimes look like a child...
But he's a nice guy^-^
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Wau...Lesbian oO...cannot la^-^
23. Describe no.9
funny guy...his talk had 99% is nonsense^-^
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
I think they dunno each other...But if real then I think I also dunno wat can I do...=-=''
25. Do you like no.8 ?
Erm...yes...he's a nice guy^-^
Yeah!!!!finished it again....^-^it's a funny tag....('',)
Enjoying your tag ya^-^the TEN lucky person tat you had tagged by me now...hehe^-^

Taggy Tag???

2009-05-14T20:41:00.003+08:00

Tagging now...but I not so understand what is it????=-=''Haiz...I dunno how to tag now...got any rules here???I just simply play it la...T-T....Anyway,1st time play it...Thanks ur tag,mujaja...^-^
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.. At last, choose seven people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them..
1.dunno how to start now...=-=''
2.thinking....thinking...still thinking now....
3.some feel appear....SUFFERING....T-T
4.miss him...I'm so miss him
5.repeat watching Boys Over Flower now...Korea F4 are so HANDSOME...wahaha...I love Kim Bum^-^
6.wan inn had sms me now...replying msg 1st...
7.Back....dunno what i wan to write...and open my msn saw my friends's personal messages
8.suddenly remind that Monday and Friday I need go Dental Hospital for extraction...feel so scare now....:(
9.finding another drama to watch...coz if i keep on watching de 4 handsome guys,then i think i will become anthomaniac later...^0^
10.my brain is considering how to solve all my problems now... *persecute me during my whole holidays dy*T-T
11.sort out all de songs inside my MP4 and add in some new song now~its so important for me when I'm stay at KTM or LRT..its can resolve my boring mood~
12.my mom said she stay at hospital when I'm called her in this afternoon...Actually just check her old suffering ... scared me awhile*thanks god...let my lovely mom safe at all the time*
13.counting which day my lovely bags will arrive... *on9 booking it*hehe^0^
14.why my cousin havent back???almost 10pm dy wo...what she do in coffee shop oO???haiz...
15.OMG...I had throw my pants into washing machine...my money still havent take out...T-T ~dun bother it 1st,tml i will find its after my mom drying all the clothes~...hehe^0^
16.oooOOhhh...yeah,finally I finished it dy...^0^
At last,I wanna tag the another seven lucky fellow now...wahaha...^0^
1. Adrian- I think you will free to receive and play my tag...hehe^-^
2.Huan Ying-have a long time didnt find you dy...then just tag you~~~~
3.Mei Si-you're the one who always talking nonsense...I think you will finish it well...haha^0^=kidding=
4.Meng Cong-dunno y....just wanna tag you...hehe^-^
5.Chuei yee-maybe you're busy,but also hope you can finish tis tag...^0^
6.Mei Kuan-long time didnt update ur blog dy...update now!!!haha^0^
7.Patrick-haha...you're so lucky...
Speechless to this tag...need continue to my drama now...=-='' hehe...

2009-05-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

I'm back to my grandmom house yesterday.I feel so happy coz I can meet with my sis,cousin and friends.I can talk and share all my feeling inside my heart with them.In this weekend,my sis keep on accompany me and we had share a lot of things together.My smile is keep on appear on my face in this 2 days.^0^I'm really feel happy and easily at here.Its look like didnt have any troubles at here,just have our laughter.My cousin and friends also always show their funny action.It's let me smile until cant stop at all the time but the happy moments always will gone faster.I'm so treasure all of these moments coz I feel I can be a ''real yoyo'' during in these shorten moments.I no need to care who will blame me,I no need to care who will dun like me,I no need to care is it will let other ppl criticism bcoz of my attitude,my action,my topics.....I no need to care so much.I dun mind ppl say my view is pure,I dun mind ppl say I'm the one who can just bully me every time and.....I dun mind,I really dun mind...coz I feel happy that I can be a very simple girl at here,I can be myself at here.At the moments,everythings like not too important dy bcoz I know that I'm not alone now.T-T not cry...is*touching *^-^I really hate the life is too complex,too many troubles...It's let me wanna become a crazy dy.Why everythings cant become simple abit?Why my troubles cant be reduced?I'm not didnt try to cover it.Just I start to feel tired and toilful.I really scared oneday I will collapse bcoz of these troubles!!!!T-T
Sometime I will told myself dun think too much 1st.Any troubles need to solves also wait until next day....just let me think some happy matter now.I keep on to think tomorrow everything also will be solved and become better.But is nothing changes anymore.Even if I have to do my best to resolve it.I really feel wanna cry.Actually now I just know tears is not so precious in this kind of real world,real life...Tears are easy fall down.T-T I always think that as long as I try hard to cover my troubles then everything also can be fine after my exertion but the god and the luckily look like never stand beside me.All the troubles keep on appear in my life.I hate it!!!I really really hate it.I wanna to shout it out!!!Shouting loudly that who can help me now?who can lead me to a better way now?who can accompany to face all of it now?.......But I just can shout it in my heart.No one has given me any respond...T-T I'm feel so lonely and helpless when I face all of it alone.I'm so scared...feel scared~.~My heart become cold,my tears become usual on my face.I cant feel de temperature of my tears ,I cant feel any feeling that I had now.My heart is tired...Whether it is in which area...Its so tired dy........
Tonight,I'm still believe that tomorrow everything also can be solved and become better after I open my eyes.hopeless...GOOD LUCK...PLEASE STAND BESIDE ME!!!!!

2009-05-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

''When a person in love,is it will let her/him become blind?''...Why today I will start with this sentences in my blog?Because I had just finished a phone with my friend.Actually I can't intro her become my friend before it coz we just know each other and never spoken with each other before.When I heard my phone ringing,the 1st respond is ''Who was in such a late hour still call me?''...I am very surprised after I saw the caller ID...Is her...I though she just type wrong number but I still pick it up.After confirmation,I found that she is really looking for me.But what happen?Firstly,she ask me to chat with her.Although i feel weird but I'm still chatting with her coz I know must have some matter are happened on her.In my questioning,she start to tell me what happend on her.Actually it is just a small matter to everyone.But different to her.She break with her dear already.She don't know what should she do now,don't know how to let her feeling get well abit now.....so she say she used a great deal of courage to call me.I'm think the reason that she will call me is because I'm the one who was so close with her dear and she believe me can help her or listen her story and give some opinion to her.I don't mind de reason.It's not important to me.But I know...her feeling...Sometiems,I'm also will losing myself and need someone can lead me to a right way and also just simply need a care from someone when it's happened on me.When i'm chatting with her,she was keep quite most of the time.I know that she had something wanna told me but she dunno how to told me. =be patience=^-^So,I told her think clearly what she wanna to tell me then can told me after it.I wont end her call.Finally,she say it out.I also had gave her some opinion and advice.We had chat about 1 hour,finally she had said ''你说的东西我有听得懂，谢谢，知道该怎么做了。。。''...is welcome^0^I'm also hope I really can help her....
But after I ended de call,I started to think about our topics.I feel gave advices to other people is easy.But sometimes,I also don't know how to give up and forget some people that I love.I also dunno is it the way is a right way.I think is who's the authorities for the matter,then who is the person will can't see clearly the state of affairs.Chinese word call ''当局者迷''.Sometimes,I hope someone can teach me what can I do now.Sometimes,I hope I can share it with another person,but I really dunwan talk about him again.I scared I can't get rid to him after it. *I'm so weird=-=*LOVE...what kind of matter is it?Why make people like a crazy?In this word include a lot of emo and taste...Its had sad,happy,tears,smiles,childish,matual,sweety,bitter,painful..........In a word,our moods were always changed because of ''him/her''.Do you feel it before?When love to be able to extricate ourselves,we also will do some stupid things to each other.Its can be sweet matter but also were not.But watever might happen,after the matter are become a real matter,we also can't to change it.What should we do now?What can we do now?Answer:Accept.........

My Secret Love

2009-05-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

It seems discovery I had like a person recently.In fact,I felt this feeling very early but I'm cant make sure...I cant make sure this feeling is it just a short while.When I appear this feeling does not seem to want to suspend,I started to feel scare.I scare my heart will get hurt.I started to worry.I'm worry that I just can let it be a secret love.''I love you''...This sentences really is hard to say out for me.I would like to tell you that I love you but finally I close up all the words.Actually I know I cant do it because it's really so hard for me.I just will hide this feeling inside my heart and forget it little by little.And now,I know I should not love you,I should not miss you because I'm just nothing for you.Why I know it??Yes,I never get a direct answer from you but time and my intuition will prove it.I'm afraid that I love until the very end then need people advised me to let it go.I dont like this feeling...Maybe I also think that I'm so important,my emotion is so important.Sometimes,human are selfish in different way.Mine is in LOVE.I did not mean that I stingy to pay,I just dont want my pay to be treated coldly.I just dont want my heart tread on by people.It is kind of embarrassing taste.In a word,I hope my pay can get return.I promise that I will stop this feeling but I just need some time.All the words also are nothing for me now.I need time.I think I should let the time to bring you gone.

2009-05-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today,I would doing the same things like yesterday.It's nothing special at all.Just keep on watching drama,on9,look after my niece,eating,dreaming,sleeping....But I had some feeling of the reality life coz I saw my friend's words.During the moment,my brain had came out of this sentence.''A lot of things are being forced out by the realities of situation.Perhaps not everyone would agree,that is because we had not the same fate.Natually there is not had the same values.Even feel that helpless,but also had no alternative.As it is known that cannot change,then we just need to accept it.Regardless of whether it was you or me...''
Not the person who face in the problem,she/he will never understand their difficulties.For examples,some people had a beautiful out look,but some people look so ugly or unnormal;Some people so clever,but some were not;Some people had parents,but some people never saw their parents;Some people had a healthy body,but some were always inclasp by the disease;Some people come from rich families,but some were not.For some people come from rich families,their values will naturally different with the person who come from poor families.People who never have get mad because of money from their young age,they never know the money can important enough to decide their future.For the poor people,they understand it.Sometimes they inevitably will be think too important for the money,so it would give people a feeling of selfish or ruthless.But no one will think about their difficulties.When you truly want to understand them,you will learn about their behavior is subject to the suffocating of real life.As long as the point a little careful,than you may find the thing that you always cant understand....
This is today the longest affect to my feelings...If God can distribute all with uniform,is it will better abit?Sometimes,I also will hate,will grumble the god...why YOU so unfair???But in the same time,I also wanna feel everything that god had gave me.Although it is the troubles.I will accept.I hope I can challenge my life,my destiny.

2009-05-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

2.17am...I just free to write down my day report.hehe^-^Actually wanna write today de...But I think is wanna change to yesterday now...=-=''Yesterday I had go T1 for shopping with mei si and ah tang.My secondary sch's classmates.We had promise that we need to reach there at 11.30am.Finally,I late few more minutes but I never think that they also late...haiz...I waiting for them at popular.After few minutes,ah tang was arrived.But mei si had late about an hour...=-='' nevermind,is ok.

Ah tang and me decided go McD eating and waiting for mei si.My lunch was I force ah tang pay for me.haha...Thank you ya...my dear^0^After mei si reach then we started to chat about our college life.We had not same college now.So we share our college life together.Feel so nice.^-^After finished our lunch then we started shopping.Ah tang said she wanna buy a lady shoes then we just accompany her find her dream shoes but I think s'ban is so hard to find a nice shoes coz here didnt have too much choice.So,just find it next time la.^0^We also walk into 银河社 to find some funny,cute and meaningful ornaments.Had a long time didnt come here dy=-=

After it,ah tang said wanna find a place to sit down and chat.So,we just go EASY WAY high tea.^0^Mei si and I had ordered a original珍珠奶茶.Its so nice....I love it so much^0^we had chit chat at here for about 2 hours.We didnt feel the time was gone when we were chatting at there.After it,we decided to back home coz I think we also feel so tired dy.^-^Before we back,we had take a photo at the bus station.^-^

mei si,yoyo and ah tang

I arrived my home about 6pm...I had take few photos when I stay at home...^0^Take with my dearest niece...Baby yin xi^0^

1st:wat odd expression emotion is it?=-=''

2nd:act pig's mouth with my niece^-^

3rd:funny expression emotion...

4th:KISS^0^

After it,I had captured a lot of photo by myself...Forgive my self admiring during this moment...^-^

5th

6th

7th

8th

9th

10th

11th

12th:smile without eyes=-=''

13th: act shy

14th

15th

hehe...suddenly appear that recently I had take and upload a lot photo...Is it I need stop capturing now???haha...but sometimes I can't control my self admiring=-='' haiz....

Anyway,hope I can feel happy and meaningful everydays....All the bad things will gone....^0^

2009-04-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

wahaha....^0^Holiday-iNg now!!!What can I done during tis holidays?What should I done during tis holidays?Erm...still planning now.=-=''haiz....>-<>
Next semester I will move to another house and live with my coursemate.Why I want to move?Haiz...Coz before that I lived the house got some guys is so rude,dirty,self-approbation,super lazy and no manners.I cant endure and hate this kind of guys.First time,I just appear this world still got this kind of barbarians.Cast off to this problem,my friend also keep on persuade me live together with them.Finally,I decided to move.Hope can have a new life in my 2nd semester^0^Erm...start to consider when I need to move all my things to my new house...+++and a lot of problem need to settle now.Hope can settle it as fast as possible.^-^

2009-04-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

Last Friday I go Titiwangsa with my roommate-Nicole.We go there at about 2 or 3pm.If I didnt make mistake la^0^.And we back around at 6pm.When we go there,the weather is keep on changing.Suddenly had a strong wind like wanna raining and suddenly had fiece sunlight.haha^-^But we didnt bother the weather...Keep on to capture photo at there.At first,our pose were so unnatural.But after few minutes,we started to suit the camera lens dy.Haha...I want to show our photo now!!!!wahaha^0^thank you to ur bf ya...be our camera man a day...^-^

where we get de flowers?answer:on de floor^0^haha

sweet hug^0^

love tis photo,but look got abit blur...=-=''

*peace*

she dunno i kiss her...haha^-^

haiz...the important thing was when we back,we just appear that we get a saman!!!disappointing=-=''But nevermind la,is so happy in the moment that we keep on capturing^-^

2009-04-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

Finally,finished all my exam paper by today.wahahahahah^0^happy-ing Tomorrow will back my hometown.exciting Today is the last day I stay at this house.why?Coz I want move to another house by next semester.Look forward to my new house life and live together with my friends...haha^-^hope we can get along in harmoniousToday,I join my friends(miao,wq,ck & lw)go out having our dinner.Actually we decided having our dinner in wangsa maju.But dunno why suddenly will change the location.Finally,we having our dinner in TBR.Got abit disappointed but still ok la coz after I pay my rental and some expenses then I just left about RM20 only.If really go wangsa having my dinner then I no need back my hometown dy.I'm a poor girl now T-T...We go out at 6.30pm and back at about 8pm.haha^0^We had chat a lot a there.What topic we chating just now?A lots until non stop but I forgot dy...hehe^-^But I still remember when CK chat de topic bout 'him' with me,and he suddenly ask 'why dun just giving up?'I had clumsy a while.Why?coz I never think this kind of question.When CK suddenly ask this question then I just actually I didnt have any reason to keep this feeling on.Do you know actually I love you?I think you know it.Dunno why,just feel you know it.Fine...dun bother this question 1st.Not the problems that I can solve now.Haiz...I have a month cant see my college friends,cant heard you all talking big bang,cant heard you all call me 'yao yao',cant chit chat-InG during the lecture,cant replace my class to your class,l'll miss you all so much de...haha...^0^
What can I do during this holidays?Erm...Actually wanna find a job but hard to find it.~.~maybe will stay at home for rest and accompany my family,help my mom look after my cute & naughty niece...haha...I miss her so much^0^.I also want find a time date my secondary sch's friends go out for chit-chating and shopping^-^They always date me then I also always break my promise make me feel so shy now @0@...Promise that I wont break my promise again...hehe^0^ ~waiting ur call~

2009-04-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

Today....Erm...cant say today coz now is 2.23am dy.Actually is Wednesday I just finished my MMS paper so feel relax abit dy.But still cant release all the tension coz still have one more paper on next monday.It's Music Appreciation.Is feel scare about this paper coz it's difficult than the MMS paper for me.I'm not so prefer study the music theory.Hate theory...It's make me blur@-@ Fine!!! Dont want care about it 1st...I'm wanna enjoyed my midnight now...Blogging and on9-InG...But cant watching drama coz scare I cant control myself.I'll keep on to watch and ignore the exam on Monday.So,i think is better ignore the drama now.Haiz....so stress during the exam season.I want to shout loudly,I want to cry out all my tears,I want to tear to pieces all my notes*stress-InG* ...But I still didnt shout,didnt cry,didnt tear to pieces my notes coz I know that I cant do it now.But I'm sure I must do it after the exam.I want to shout out all my stress;I want to cry out all my sadness and tears; =seriously=But I think I wont tear to pieces my notes...It's not important for me coz it wont influence my emotion.
Now,my self admiring is coming....^0^take a lot photo after finished my exam...^-^

1st

2nd

3rd,concentrate on my laptop...wat I'm seeing for?

4th,stunned

5th,stunned too @-@ wat I'm thinking for?

6th,stupid act

7th,peace^-^

8th

9th,acting cute~.~

10th

11th

~END~

Erm...dont care my self admiring....I'm always like that...=-=no medical recipe can cure me dy@-@ Almost 3am dy,I want to go to sleep dy...Tmr still need go library to do revision with my dearest roommate-Nicole^-^ Hope everyone have a good night here ^-^

2009-04-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

HOT!!!!!I'm so HOT!!!!Today is a very hot day.Actually want to start to do my revision by today.BUT the sun is too strong and keep on spread its stirring energy,so can't study well and stop it.Is so uncomfortable.My body is sticky in a whole day.~.~This state of affairs still keep on and non stop whatever it is night now. =there is no alternative= I hate this kind of weather.Please stop it,my god!!!!!My final exam is coming soon,so I think I can't posting new post during this few days already.@-@ Haiz.....is so stress...my stress mood is coming again.Don't let some rubbish things trouble me NOW!!!!Hope I can seat my exam with a whole heart^-^

Nothing can do....Capturing now and post it....Yeah...^0^...LoL

It's a HOT DAY........=-=Change the weather,please!!!!!!
Don't think so much...gambateh!!!^0^After it then I can enjoy my holidays already....imagination^-^....Hehe...~.~

2009-04-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

Haiz...............Patrick say all my posts are repeating!!!@-@ Is it right?
Ok....fine!!!!I'm accept this remind.I think I need to improve it....T-T
Today,my lecture is cancelled!!!!Why always cancelled class???BORED!!!!After it still need to replace back...Haiz...Actually nothing can write now coz really so free and boring in this few days.Nothing can do so finally also nothing can happen...haha!!!!^-^Erm...Today I want to say 'thank you' to KJ,he help me correct my sentence.haha....^-^Small matter but still need to say thank you to him.."If u dunno that the love waiting at there,will u choose to stay ? or leave?"<---He help me to correct it de....hehe^0^so shy bcoz my poor english!!!~.~Need to improve it too...*-*Haiz.......My life is really really so BORED now....I think patrick saw it also will say 'still repeating'!!!!haha^0^coz I'm really so BORING!!!!~.~
Anyway,waiting for YOU enter into my life and make my life more wonderful...WELCOME!!!!^0^明天会更好....I love this sentence.Actually I want write in english but finally I still think it is more easy to explain in chinese.Hope my life will can same with this sentense...^-^

2009-04-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

Erm....Is so boring during this few days....Keep on doing the same things again and again.Stop it!!!Its so bored and make me no mood at all the time...I had typing my new post just now.But I also cancelled it suddenly coz I dunno what I want to type,What I want to convey.But why I will type a new post now?I dunno....just posting when follow my mind.Is so weird.But nevermind,I still keep on typing....^0^
I'm so cumbrous during this few days...NOT!!!I think i should say is this semester.Why?Haiz....coz had happened some unhappy matter.What happen is it?Actually is had a cold war with my housemate but is just a trivial matter only.It won't had any affect for me so I can disregard it.The 2nd matter that always annoy me is my room havent rent out.Haiz.......I still finding my new roommate now.If can't find people rent my room then I need pay a lot rental in a month.Haiz........worry about this stupid matter NOW!!!!And the last is my final exam is coming soon!!!Haiz..... Short sem is so rush!!!I need start to do my revision dy.....Hope I can concentrate with the whole heart in study during my final exam season.Gambateh...Yeah!!!! ^0^
Although had happened some unhappy matter during my 3rd sem,but still had some interesting and happy matter happened.What is the matter make me feel interest and happy?haha...Because of YOU...haha...Always think I'm so childish or not mature coz my life is can't without LOVE.Although always get hurt in this matter but I still believe LOVE,I still pursue LOVE...^-^Maybe it is bcoz I'm still young,so I can be a 'Love crazy' now.Or maybe I'm the one that won't forget LOVE....that can't without LOVE...I need LOVE from my dearest family,from my darling friends...and from YOU^0^...LOVE make our life become wonderful.I love,I hate,I feel,I think,I forgive,I precious and......in my life.Finally I can't forgot.I can't forgot the person that had entered into my life.Whatever is you or him/her.I also will remember.All of you had make my life become more special and wonderful.Whatever is cry or smile I also will prize every feeling that you had gave me.Even if we can't meet again,I still hope everyone of you can pass your days peaceful and joyful.The unhappy matter just let it gone.I felt happy that I had share my life with all of you...^0^
Why will mention it suddenly?I dunno....@-@.... Just type all the things that had refloat on my mind now...Anyway,just let it be will be..I remember with anxiety my childhood.It's no need think or worry too much.Do evertthing that I want to do...Is so happy and plain life.But all of this just can be a memory now.Nobody can turn back....Just can keep on face all the problem and new challenges days by days.Is can't shrink back anymore.Once I heard a words is 'Bid farewell or adieu is the final stroke when we meet with someone'....I agree it....But we can't disallow that separate can let people become more strong and mature.
Erm....suddenly type a lot....@-@ But can I do it now?^-^I haven't can do it now.But I still learning now.I hope I can do it.At the same time,I also hope you can do it.I hope you can pass your days well even if our life is won't run into again.The moment that we had share is the important memory for me. <--is for you^-^Finally,I also hope my life can more better and wonderful little by little...wahaha...^0^

2009-04-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

Seldom posting most recent....@-@ It is because everydays also doing the same things,nothing special and feel boring.Haiz...This weekend I didn't back my hometown coz my parents need back perlis to pray respect.Nobody at home,so I can't back...T-TDon't know why I will create a new post now coz I really didn't have any idea what I want to type now...
During this weekend,I just sleep,watching movies,eat....BORING!!!!I can sleep a whole day.So tired.I can miss him when I'm free,when my brain is blank.I miss him,I love him,but I can't do anything.I also can't guess is it he love me too at the worst.I scared,I scared the true when hurt me;I scared my tears will falling.I can't inherit it.Who is the guy I miss,I love?Not that guy that I mention before.I say I want give up,I want forget.Yes,I done it.I can do it.But the bad news is I love another guy now!!!Haiz.......Why must love someone just can let me forgot the guy?I no eyes to see already....Please stop it...Please!!! ~stunned~

2009-03-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

*TIRED*@-@
Today I feel so so so TIRED!!!!!Yesterday just finished my music mid-term test.So,I can take a rest now and continue to focus my final exam.@-@ suffer I hate exam.Yesterday go sungai wang's green box singing with my coursemate.It's so high.I love the scene very much.I enjoyed it too.happy day^-^yeah!!!
But today I feel not so happy coz I heard some gossip.I hate it.I really hate it.I feel there is no alternate but I can't retort it anymore.I just can be silence.Not I'm scare to retort, just I dunno what can I say in the moment.Is it LOVE also false?I don't understand.I really confuse now.abit angry too=-= I care...I care you never stand beside me when this matter happened;I care people talk a lot when they are don't know the true;I care gossip....I'm so CARE....So,I keep on get rid of you just now.Before it,I always peep at you silently,I always find a lot of topics to chatting with you,I always walk beside you....But...NOW....I can't and scare peep at you anymore,I scared chatting with you,I scared walk beside you.All is bcoz I scared people appear it.What can I do now??? Nothing....I just can accept all the gossip.I just can let people guess.I just can let it be nothing happened.....I hope everything will gone.I hope I no need to hate you.I hope I still is your friend.I hope...I hope....everything will be ok...Include me^0^

2009-03-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I had go Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra on last Sunday(15 March 2009).It's organized at KLCC.

The Orchestra is start at 3pm.But my friends and I also arrive there about 1pm because we scared don't know how to go the venue.So,we arrive early and having our lunch in the food court.I had order a set of chicken rice.Its so expensive.Is about RM7.80.Haiz....Bo bian lo....Who call me don't want having my lunch before I'm going there.Haiz.........We keep on chit chat in the food court and I also take few photo during the moment.hehe^-^

~The moment during we chit chat-InG in KLCC foodcourt~

When the orchestra want start then we just go to the venue on the time.We had tke photo before we take our seat.^0^

mengcong help me capture this photo...actually is can't take any photo in the hall, but finally we also capture it silently....feel regret after it....@-@ mengcong feel scared after he captured it coz had a guard appear us dy....When we appeared it,we just escaped.=-=

The musical performance is so nice.The conducter is so funny and he had perform his conduct skill well.I love it;I love him^0^ Beside this,the vocals also had a delicate voice and when she sing,she had make audience to plunge the song and feel it.It's a nice show.Actually all the musical players also had a gread job during the whole performance and get a lot of clapping from us.I love it too...^-^

After finish the orchestra,we just leave our seat and go outside the hall to take photo with Miss.Ang.We had take a lot photo a there....^-^

~yoyo & jessica~

take photo with Miss.Ang(our lecturer & tutor)^0^

~peggy,jessica,yoyo,siewmei,miaoa & kaiwen~

~mengcong & yoyo~

~Yoyo & LT ~

~chee kit & yoyo~

~Yoyo & kok ping~

~Which is mine?Which is yours?~

~Hello~

After we finish take photo,actually we decided back to our home.But finally we decided stay at KLCC to watch movie and having our dinner.But a part of them need back home early coz feel tired.So,finally just left LT,Mengcong,Kokping and me.Then we just go to having our dinner and movie.We watched the 'Love Matter'.Its a Singapora's movie.Its quite funny.I love it.^0^

~take inside the lift~^0^

Our tickets...and mengcong's fingers...haha^0^

It's a nice day.I love all the activities during the whole day.It's quite enjoyed and happy....^0^Smile a whole day^-^

I love my lunch;I love the orchestra;I love my dinner;I love the movie..........^-^

2009-03-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

I Hate...I really really hate it.WTF?Everyone also have their own base line,don't try to challenge it.You make me angry already.Congratulation.You're success already.I really hate heard your voice now.I really hate see your face now.I really hope you can die now.When I saw your face,when I heard your voice,I really really wanna slap you!!!!! *sorry,I'm a rascal for you* T-T.......For conclusion,I really hate you now.

Why I'll angry?For what?What's the important things can let me angry till this state?WHY?Because you don't want accompany me. *a small small things*@-@ ....I know,I know I can't rebuke you anymore.But I'm like this.This time I won't say please forgive me.Because you really over my base line.I can't heard any excuse calmness.I agree that I'm not a girl that can easy to get along with.I got my base line.Don't try to say sorry to me, I can't inherit your apologize. Now,I just wanna you can dissolve in my sight instantly.=_=

Today my blog just have a lot of angry emotion. #-#

2009-03-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

Haiz....Finally,my sem2 result is came out already.Is fine.Pass all.....Feel happy and luckily...wahaha^0^ Actually I assume my sem2 result will fail few subjects coz my brain is just thinking all the rubbish things during my exam or revision hours.I'm feel so sorry to myself coz i didn't done my work well.Sorry to my parents.You hope I can attentiveness on my study but I just get the rubbish "LOVE' problem to disturbing me during exam. *remorse*

Whatever,is ok now.I won't let my parents disappointed,I don't want them worry for me.I'm still remember when I'm child.Once I'm cried,I go back to my room and cried.When my lovely dad was came my room,I just pretented that I'm sleep already.He saw my tears on my face then just help me wipe it.I know...Dad,I know.Do you know that I havent sleep?Do you know that I'm keep on crying when you were go out?Not because I'm still sad for the such of thing.Is because of you.I feel LOVE in the moment.I can feel it.It's touching.....My lovely mom also always will doing some touching things for me.I'm feel happily.Sometimes,I'll argue with my parents when my parents doing somethings didnt follow my way.I'm too follow my own inclination.Sorry.Actually I love you,my lovely mom & dad. ^-^*thank you & sorry*

~~~~~Keep on dreaming now~~~~~coz don't know what I want to types.hehe^-^ *stunned*

Lazy to talk about him coz is really nothing can talk already.What can I do?What can I say?Is nothing.So,that's all for today. =-= *confusing*

My photo...^-^ 'zi pai kuang'

when I'm boring,I'm take it and post it. hehe^-^

@-@ boring.....

boring...boring and boring @0@

take at my tbr's house....^-^

My Love...

2009-03-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

Have a long time I didn't have post any new blog already....Not busy...Not no feeling....Just don't know want how to describe my feeling now....What I'm doing now?I don't know....What I'm thinking now?I don't know....What I'm hoping now?I don't know....Why I'm started to don't understand myself already?@-@ suffering
I'm so weird...I'm agree....Sometimes I also will lose myself.Everytimes I'm also need control my feeling,I hate to let somebody know my real feeling....coz I'm scared...scared my feeling will change suddenly...I consent that I'll always change my temperature...Like now,actually i'm not so understand what I'm writing now....hope who you are viewing my post,you will know my feeling...Is it once you got getting this kind feeling?
Sometimes,i'll feel I'm stupid...Is it so childish when you'll always be hemmed in love problem.I'm started to feel so distressed on this troblesome things.I hate always environ on this problem.Love or don't love?Actually not take into my hands...Why still need think so much?What I must to make decide is when I just can give up....I'm not the 1st time to say I need to give up...But I'm still keep on be a stupid...be a crazy....Why I'm can't just become unrestrained abit?Giving up....is it so hard for me?I don't know....I'm really don't know....
I know I can't keep on be a stupid,be a crazy,but I can't do it easily.Give up....How many times I had say it.But finally also become a rubbish word.I'm still LOVE....When I want to give up...Can I know is I want to cry 1st?or need to forget 1st?If you,you'll know what you need to do 1st?Is it still difficult?Love,let people satisfy,let people feel happily,let people think everything also wonderful...But Love also will make people tired,make people getting hurt,make people trouble,make people cry and finally I believe also will let people grow up....But why must make people the whole body is covered with wounds all over just can let people grow up?Why must let people always draw a lesson just can understand the doctrine?confusing@-@
Do you had love a person that he/she didn't love you anymore?You want to heard he/she say who he/she love....You need to see what action he done for the girl/boy....You need receive all the things,all the words that you don't want to receive....Why?Because you know you will get hurt,because you know your heart will pain,because you know your tears will falling....is it?

2009-02-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

I haven't go out shopping after New Year...T-T....But finally I go out shopping with my friends already...hehe...We had go to Times Square and also buy a lot at there...@-@ We also had took a lot of photo at there....^0^

This photo is so blur...is a guard took for us...@-@ Not pro....But also need say Thank You to her la...haha....

pei yee...sui yee & soon jiun

me...pei yee & soon jiun^-^

sui yee...pei yee & soon jiun^0^

sui yee...me & soon jiun ^-^

sui yee...me & pei yee 0-0

sui yee,pei yee,me & soon jiun ^-^

We had saw a funny board at there...and we also took a funny photo with the board...the 2 girls at the up side is soon jiun & sui yee...pei yee and me is the 2 children under the side of them...^0^ Its so funny....

sui yee,pei yee & soon jiun...funny eyes@-@

We had enjoyed the whole day and also feel so tired already....haiz@-@.... after back my home I just feel my legs id s0 So SO PAIN...@-@ But I'm also feel so Happy and satisfied...^-^

2009-02-06T12:17:00.000+08:00

Haha....Chuei yee suddenly called me out...I also felt so boring at home then I just to agree her invited...hehe...chatting alot during the day...and let me remind a special guy that I assume he is not survive on my mine...Actually,I'm still remember him...haha...^-^Who is that?You guess...hehe...
Wanna share all the photo we had take during the time...^0^

Chuei Yee and Yoyo^-^Take in t1's KFC...

keep on capturing....haha...coz boring at there...^0^

This 珍珠奶茶 is I force chuei yee pay for me de...^-^ she so nice...^0^

Thank you ya...chuei yee...hehe@-@

saw the drees same with the jusco 1...then I also take it to try....^-^

自恋....haha...keep on capturing...^0^

c00L act...hehe...@-@

haha....finish already....^-^

I love the dress so much...^0^

Celebrating New Year w!th my hometown's friends...

2009-02-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

During the Chinese New Year ,I had a week of the holiday to celebrated this festival.Then I had a lot of times to date my hometown's friends out to celebrate and also is a chance to let us joined together...^-^I had captured a lot of photo when I'm shopping at the shopping mall to share it with all my friends...^0^

captured at fitting room...This blue skirt is so nice...^-^

*I like this skirt...yeah...But I didnt buy it...^0^

Stay at jusco's McD with my friends....Suddenly met them at there...haha...^-^

Used houng's phone to captured....^0^

Stay at Hongkie Kopitiam又一城...we need having lunch at here....*-*

Waiting my lunch~~~~~~~hehe^-^

Yeah!!!!~~~~~~~

My lunch...hehe...Ham & Egg Spaggeti...is so nice...^0^

tang's lunch...Chicken Fillet Baked Rice....Look so nice...next time I want try it....^0^

Our drinks....Blue Curacao With Lemon蓝色幽默 & Blueberry With Lemon紫色童话....

guess which drink is mine?

haha~~~~~^-^

hehe...This is mine...蓝色幽默

ah tang & me...

haha~~~~also is me too...^-^

Enjoyed my day....after we shop all the shops,then we decided to watch a movie-Inkheart...It is a nice movie and worthwhile for me watch it... I like iT...^-^hehe**-**

Th3 1st day of N3w Y3ar

2009-01-29T22:59:00.001+08:00

Haha....HaPPY nEW YeaR!!!All my friends...cheer it out & also say yeah now...hehe... ^-^
The 1st day of new year,I had back my grandmom house pay a visit to my relatives and get a lot angpao at there...^-^...I had stay at there about 2 days and played a lot with my sister and cousin...^0^

My cousin-Hui yi and me...she want people join her gambing...but nobody want...haha..Finally,become crazy dy...accompany me capture photo at here...^0^

Funny l00K @0@

After we get all the angpao and all my relatives were going to talk all kinds of subjects,just left us...pity children...@-@ get bored here...hehe

cute act...^0^

wats act is it?

wat pose she's doing n0w?@-@

crazy little by little...@-@

She still finding glambing partners n0w...but i scare lose so i didnt joined her...haha...^-^boring girl...i just love my angpao...haha..^0^

yeah...Angpao...Money...I love you...hahaha...^-^

big and small chinese oranges...^-^

cute puppies...^0^

c00L act...

Yeah!!!Happy N3w y3aR...cheer iT out ya^-^

bAcK mY h0mEtOwN;bAcK mY sWeEt SweEt h0mE aLrEadY!!!

2009-01-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today I'm finished my design 2 exam paper...Finally can back my hometown,can back my sweet sweet home already...haha^-^But I still have 1 more paper after new year...haiz...Anyway,I'm still feel happy can have more time to doing revision and also hope to welcome Chinese New Year...^-^So,today I back my home...yeah!!!I miss my lovely mom,my dearest dad,my cute niece and all my family members sO mUcH!!!haha^0^

I'm back hometown with a pig.When I sleep-Ing then the pig take my photo silently...=-=

When the train reach at kajang then I'm wake up already...Then I just took photo by myself...

Feel so boring in the train so I started to play 'zi pai'...^0^

This photo show my face too white...hehe

Pig help me capture...I think pig like to capture me...haha...

I more prefer this photo...haha...Thanks ya...my dearest pig...^0^

My lovely mom come KTM station fetched me after I'm arrived and bring me go pasar malam....haha...^-^I had buy a lot of foods to eat...haha...^-^I also want become a pIg...hehe...We just stay awhile at pasar malam because my parents still need to join a party at their friend's house...BUt is enough for me.After back my home,I just throw all my bags away...I'm start to watching movie and eating 1st...haha...So enjoyed the feeling...RELAX-ing^0^

Take photo with my niece...funny LooK@-@

Yoyo and baby Cc...^0^

I want start to enjoy my new year holidays now...haha...Yeah!!!Say yeah now!!!Happy New Year to all my Dearest Friends...& enjoy-Ing yours holidays t00...but don't forget to study photography oO...Aiya...'Sha feng jing'...hehe...Anyway,Jia you...('',)

Enjoying today...

2009-01-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

Before I set up my hair

Actually I need go kajang having dinner with my mammy & eldest sister...But suddenly cancel already...But its nothing for me because I also lazy and don't like go out to join this kind of gathering.So,I feel happy.Erm....But I start to have mood to shopping...haha...SHOPPING SHOPPING....ya...I wan go out shopping ... I try to call out all my friends but all of them are doing revision for final exam.Just I still got mood to shopping.Haiz....I'm not a good student.But I promise that I will study hard after shopping because I'm really stress and can't remember all the things now.Let me relax awhile.Nobody accompany me.So,I go out with myself.Is ok.Because I also like shopping alone.I can go everywhere I wanna to go.I can shop every shops I wan to shop.wahaha^-^Ok...I'm go out about 6pm...I decided to go KLCC to shopping...

This ATM machine I waste about half an hour just can found it...^-^

After I reach there then I try to find ATM machine.But I can't find it.Firstly,I saw a lot ATM machine,but not I want.I want Public Bank.I had walked and find so hard then finnaly I can found it.haha...Waste about half an hour already...haiz...@-@
KLCC...

The decorate is so beautiful...All decorate is for welcome the Chinese New Year...

I capture this photo at 1st level...^0^

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

After it,I started to think what I want to eat because I haven't having my dinner.Erm...I had think a long time....KFC?Mc Donald?Nando's?Secret Recipe?Burger King?...All of these restaurants have a lot of people.I lazy to queue up so I try to found another restaurant.Finally,I found that A&W restaurant is just had few people.So I'm decided that I want having it...haha...yeah!!!I found my dinner already...^-^

I had ordered a set combo 6...Its look is nice...^-^

It is just RM11.65only...

What I'm eating for?

Having french fries...^0^

Drinking Rootbear...Its so Niceeeee.....huhu....^0^

Go inside PDI try short pants...Its so nice...

I had go a accesories shop to buy some accesories...All of these just RM15.80 only...hehe...^-^

After finished shop in KLCC then I go straight to wangsa maju's Jusco...I saw had a musical performance at the stage..Then I just stand there and enjoyed the performance....Is so nice...They had performed few songs...'Hong re','Ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen' and some New Year songs...

There had Cello,"E Hu' and Mandolin...
I LOVE IT....haha...I miss all musical instruments sound...

I also had go elianto to buy some masks...It has Rose,Aloe,Cucumber and Kiwi...the sale girl said buy 4 free 1 then i take the Aloe Mask.Its just RM24

I'm back around 9.30pm..haha...
Enjoying my one day trip on this saturday...haha...& enjoy alone today...Its another feeling for me ^0^
tomorrow need start to study hard already...@-@
gambateh!!!!

知道

2009-01-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

今天的我想在我的部格落写下一篇用华语来表达的文章。其实也不是什么文章，只是无意中发现了一首歌很适合我对你的感情写照。这首歌里的每一句，每一行，都是我想对你说，却没有勇气说出口的一切。希望你可以听听这首我只想对你说的歌，我的感受，我的委屈，我的无奈和心痛都一一隐藏在歌词里头。一切注定要结束后的最后一首歌。。。

主唱：郭静

作词/曲：韦礼安

她让你憔悴许多她让你不知所措

她的一举一动你不停地对我说

我微笑倾听你说我却越听越心痛

怎么你说的不是我

她比我多了什么让你愿意耐心地等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么

我想知道她让你疯狂为什么

我知道做得和她没有不同

但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多

在你心中她和我有什么不同

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多你让我不知所措

你的一举一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意地走过你就把我给冷落

嫉妒把我给吞没

她比我多了什么让你耐心地等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么

我想知道她让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和她没有不同

但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多

在你心中她和我有什么不同

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多

在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我在你心中没有她多

写完这篇歌词，其实又有很想把它给删除掉的念头，因为觉得已开始学会放手，不想再有任何眷恋，只是想表达我对你的不满与不解，并没有非要写下来的意思。。。但是实在是花了我一小段时间才写完，所以不忍心。而且确实是还蛮喜欢这首歌，随便啦，勉强让‘你’留下吧！！！哈哈。。。我的心，好了吗？不好也得好，因为已没有再爱下去的借口了！你对我的否定，我也不想再介怀了。人，注定是自私的；就像你总不曾考虑过我的感受。不爱我，所以你从来不会给我多余的关怀，你的狠心，我体会到了，也了解；我，其实也一样。不想因为爱你而感到心痛，总觉得自己是最重要的。没有必要为一个不爱我的人而心痛，而流泪。因为在学会爱的第一刻起，就知道原来为爱流到心里的泪是苦苦的。谁会愿意想要尝试呢？只有学会放开一只手，才能握起另一样东西。学会放弃，也是另一种领悟。爱情只有在伤害中才会真正的学会坚强。。。

I'm care...But I'm Still Confidence...Just Be Myself ^-^

2009-01-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

I supposed to be do my revision now because my final exam is coming soon.Just left over 2 days,but why I still can blogging now?Haiz...I'm be computer's poisoned already...INCORRIGIBLE!!!Feel so sorry to myself...Erm...just let me blogging a while la...Ok?...OkOk...just a while,later need to continuation of your revision oO...OkOk...No problem...haha...crazy!!!^-^Erm...Actually I got a lot of inspriration just now,but why suddenly will losing all inspriration har?Haiz...

I still care the words you describe me...Abit angry...abit be disappointed hopeless...I never think I can bad like that in your mind.How to say it???I know sometimes I'm too haughtiness,some speech will let people feel I'm so boastful and ungrave...Maybe I'm not natural for you...But this is me!!!In the whole world,didn't have another people is same look,same character with me...Maybe sometimes you're right.We not suit!!!I'm already say it before,we are totally from 2 different worlds.But don't simply judge me without knowing me...I will hate you...I'm Yoyo...Can't change.But anyway,all is pass already.All the care is need to stop already!!!I don't want too care about this stupid things already because is depends on different paople.Love,does not come by finding the perfect person.But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Agree?I thanks and feel glad that friends who are come into my life.You walk into my life because you admire my character,me too...If I join your life also because I'm admire your character.But if you dislike my roleplay,better you get out from my life.I won't change myself because anyone.Never wish to be someone else.Be myself because I'm already special.

To all my dearest friends: The most important is can't let you feel humble yourself.Believe it...Confidence is everyone take our life well...Just believe you are special...It's true!!!

Feel My Worries;

Accept My Worries;

Enjoy My Worries &

Forget My Worries^-^

Why?Still Aching?

2009-01-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

My heart...still aching...I know it!!!But why?I think got a lot of reasons...I'm not sure...Just knew that my heart is aching because of you again.T-T

Nothing can do now...I just need the time to treat my sadness.I knew that I should be give up...I do that so...But sometimes some odd feeling also will float up on my mind.Maybe is unwilling...I will care what are you thinking about me...but when i knew it.I feel dissatified and sad...In fact,I'm this character people on your mind.Actually I'm also feel abit angry because that I don't like people appearance me without come to an understanding see the real of me.I'm not a perfect girl on your mind because we are of 2 total different worlds and I'm aware too about the gap between us.That gap,has made it impossible for me to slip into your world.I knew that I'm not the types of girl you want.I can't change anymore because that is ME.Maybe that's a stiff role for you,but I just can say that the types of role you want is impossible for me to get it and change it.The character you want;The role you like;I'm don't have !!!I can't censure anymore with you because I can't force you to knowing and understand me.But if you really feel disdain to my role,you can away from my life in anytime.Nobody will retain you.especially is ME!!!Get rid of me when you feel it.