Monday, April 27, 2009

Finally,finished all my exam paper by today.wahahahahah^0^happy-ing Tomorrow will back my hometown.exciting Today is the last day I stay at this house.why?Coz I want move to another house by next semester.Look forward to my new house life and live together with my friends...haha^-^hope we can get along in harmoniousToday,I join my friends(miao,wq,ck & lw)go out having our dinner.Actually we decided having our dinner in wangsa maju.But dunno why suddenly will change the location.Finally,we having our dinner in TBR.Got abit disappointed but still ok la coz after I pay my rental and some expenses then I just left about RM20 only.If really go wangsa having my dinner then I no need back my hometown dy.I'm a poor girl now T-T...We go out at 6.30pm and back at about 8pm.haha^0^We had chat a lot a there.What topic we chating just now?A lots until non stop but I forgot dy...hehe^-^But I still remember when CK chat de topic bout 'him' with me,and he suddenly ask 'why dun just giving up?'I had clumsy a while.Why?coz I never think this kind of question.When CK suddenly ask this question then I just actually I didnt have any reason to keep this feeling on.Do you know actually I love you?I think you know it.Dunno why,just feel you know it.Fine...dun bother this question 1st.Not the problems that I can solve now.Haiz...I have a month cant see my college friends,cant heard you all talking big bang,cant heard you all call me 'yao yao',cant chit chat-InG during the lecture,cant replace my class to your class,l'll miss you all so much de...haha...^0^
What can I do during this holidays?Erm...Actually wanna find a job but hard to find it.~.~maybe will stay at home for rest and accompany my family,help my mom look after my cute & naughty niece...haha...I miss her so much^0^.I also want find a time date my secondary sch's friends go out for chit-chating and shopping^-^They always date me then I also always break my promise make me feel so shy now @0@...Promise that I wont break my promise again...hehe^0^ ~waiting ur call~

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Today....Erm...cant say today coz now is 2.23am dy.Actually is Wednesday I just finished my MMS paper so feel relax abit dy.But still cant release all the tension coz still have one more paper on next monday.It's Music Appreciation.Is feel scare about this paper coz it's difficult than the MMS paper for me.I'm not so prefer study the music theory.Hate theory...It's make me blur@-@ Fine!!! Dont want care about it 1st...I'm wanna enjoyed my midnight now...Blogging and on9-InG...But cant watching drama coz scare I cant control myself.I'll keep on to watch and ignore the exam on Monday.So,i think is better ignore the drama now.Haiz....so stress during the exam season.I want to shout loudly,I want to cry out all my tears,I want to tear to pieces all my notes*stress-InG* ...But I still didnt shout,didnt cry,didnt tear to pieces my notes coz I know that I cant do it now.But I'm sure I must do it after the exam.I want to shout out all my stress;I want to cry out all my sadness and tears; =seriously=But I think I wont tear to pieces my notes...It's not important for me coz it wont influence my emotion.
Now,my self admiring is coming....^0^take a lot photo after finished my exam...^-^

1st

2nd

3rd,concentrate on my laptop...wat I'm seeing for?




4th,stunned



5th,stunned too @-@ wat I'm thinking for?



6th,stupid act




7th,peace^-^




8th


9th,acting cute~.~



10th
11th
~END~
Erm...dont care my self admiring....I'm always like that...=-=no medical recipe can cure me dy@-@ Almost 3am dy,I want to go to sleep dy...Tmr still need go library to do revision with my dearest roommate-Nicole^-^ Hope everyone have a good night here ^-^

Friday, April 17, 2009

HOT!!!!!I'm so HOT!!!!Today is a very hot day.Actually want to start to do my revision by today.BUT the sun is too strong and keep on spread its stirring energy,so can't study well and stop it.Is so uncomfortable.My body is sticky in a whole day.~.~This state of affairs still keep on and non stop whatever it is night now. =there is no alternative= I hate this kind of weather.Please stop it,my god!!!!!My final exam is coming soon,so I think I can't posting new post during this few days already.@-@ Haiz.....is so stress...my stress mood is coming again.Don't let some rubbish things trouble me NOW!!!!Hope I can seat my exam with a whole heart^-^

Nothing can do....Capturing now and post it....Yeah...^0^...LoL
It's a HOT DAY........=-=Change the weather,please!!!!!!
Don't think so much...gambateh!!!^0^After it then I can enjoy my holidays already....imagination^-^....Hehe...~.~


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Haiz...............Patrick say all my posts are repeating!!!@-@ Is it right?
Ok....fine!!!!I'm accept this remind.I think I need to improve it....T-T
Today,my lecture is cancelled!!!!Why always cancelled class???BORED!!!!After it still need to replace back...Haiz...Actually nothing can write now coz really so free and boring in this few days.Nothing can do so finally also nothing can happen...haha!!!!^-^Erm...Today I want to say 'thank you' to KJ,he help me correct my sentence.haha....^-^Small matter but still need to say thank you to him.."If u dunno that the love waiting at there,will u choose to stay ? or leave?"<---He help me to correct it de....hehe^0^so shy bcoz my poor english!!!~.~Need to improve it too...*-*Haiz.......My life is really really so BORED now....I think patrick saw it also will say 'still repeating'!!!!haha^0^coz I'm really so BORING!!!!~.~
Anyway,waiting for YOU enter into my life and make my life more wonderful...WELCOME!!!!^0^明天会更好....I love this sentence.Actually I want write in english but finally I still think it is more easy to explain in chinese.Hope my life will can same with this sentense...^-^

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Erm....Is so boring during this few days....Keep on doing the same things again and again.Stop it!!!Its so bored and make me no mood at all the time...I had typing my new post just now.But I also cancelled it suddenly coz I dunno what I want to type,What I want to convey.But why I will type a new post now?I dunno....just posting when follow my mind.Is so weird.But nevermind,I still keep on typing....^0^
I'm so cumbrous during this few days...NOT!!!I think i should say is this semester.Why?Haiz....coz had happened some unhappy matter.What happen is it?Actually is had a cold war with my housemate but is just a trivial matter only.It won't had any affect for me so I can disregard it.The 2nd matter that always annoy me is my room havent rent out.Haiz.......I still finding my new roommate now.If can't find people rent my room then I need pay a lot rental in a month.Haiz........worry about this stupid matter NOW!!!!And the last is my final exam is coming soon!!!Haiz..... Short sem is so rush!!!I need start to do my revision dy.....Hope I can concentrate with the whole heart in study during my final exam season.Gambateh...Yeah!!!! ^0^
Although had happened some unhappy matter during my 3rd sem,but still had some interesting and happy matter happened.What is the matter make me feel interest and happy?haha...Because of YOU...haha...Always think I'm so childish or not mature coz my life is can't without LOVE.Although always get hurt in this matter but I still believe LOVE,I still pursue LOVE...^-^Maybe it is bcoz I'm still young,so I can be a 'Love crazy' now.Or maybe I'm the one that won't forget LOVE....that can't without LOVE...I need LOVE from my dearest family,from my darling friends...and from YOU^0^...LOVE make our life become wonderful.I love,I hate,I feel,I think,I forgive,I precious and......in my life.Finally I can't forgot.I can't forgot the person that had entered into my life.Whatever is you or him/her.I also will remember.All of you had make my life become more special and wonderful.Whatever is cry or smile I also will prize every feeling that you had gave me.Even if we can't meet again,I still hope everyone of you can pass your days peaceful and joyful.The unhappy matter just let it gone.I felt happy that I had share my life with all of you...^0^
Why will mention it suddenly?I dunno....@-@.... Just type all the things that had refloat on my mind now...Anyway,just let it be will be..I remember with anxiety my childhood.It's no need think or worry too much.Do evertthing that I want to do...Is so happy and plain life.But all of this just can be a memory now.Nobody can turn back....Just can keep on face all the problem and new challenges days by days.Is can't shrink back anymore.Once I heard a words is 'Bid farewell or adieu is the final stroke when we meet with someone'....I agree it....But we can't disallow that separate can let people become more strong and mature.
Erm....suddenly type a lot....@-@ But can I do it now?^-^I haven't can do it now.But I still learning now.I hope I can do it.At the same time,I also hope you can do it.I hope you can pass your days well even if our life is won't run into again.The moment that we had share is the important memory for me. <--is for you^-^Finally,I also hope my life can more better and wonderful little by little...wahaha...^0^

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Seldom posting most recent....@-@ It is because everydays also doing the same things,nothing special and feel boring.Haiz...This weekend I didn't back my hometown coz my parents need back perlis to pray respect.Nobody at home,so I can't back...T-TDon't know why I will create a new post now coz I really didn't have any idea what I want to type now...
During this weekend,I just sleep,watching movies,eat....BORING!!!!I can sleep a whole day.So tired.I can miss him when I'm free,when my brain is blank.I miss him,I love him,but I can't do anything.I also can't guess is it he love me too at the worst.I scared,I scared the true when hurt me;I scared my tears will falling.I can't inherit it.Who is the guy I miss,I love?Not that guy that I mention before.I say I want give up,I want forget.Yes,I done it.I can do it.But the bad news is I love another guy now!!!Haiz.......Why must love someone just can let me forgot the guy?I no eyes to see already....Please stop it...Please!!! ~stunned~

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

*TIRED*@-@
Today I feel so so so TIRED!!!!!Yesterday just finished my music mid-term test.So,I can take a rest now and continue to focus my final exam.@-@ suffer I hate exam.Yesterday go sungai wang's green box singing with my coursemate.It's so high.I love the scene very much.I enjoyed it too.happy day^-^yeah!!!
But today I feel not so happy coz I heard some gossip.I hate it.I really hate it.I feel there is no alternate but I can't retort it anymore.I just can be silence.Not I'm scare to retort, just I dunno what can I say in the moment.Is it LOVE also false?I don't understand.I really confuse now.abit angry too=-= I care...I care you never stand beside me when this matter happened;I care people talk a lot when they are don't know the true;I care gossip....I'm so CARE....So,I keep on get rid of you just now.Before it,I always peep at you silently,I always find a lot of topics to chatting with you,I always walk beside you....But...NOW....I can't and scare peep at you anymore,I scared chatting with you,I scared walk beside you.All is bcoz I scared people appear it.What can I do now??? Nothing....I just can accept all the gossip.I just can let people guess.I just can let it be nothing happened.....I hope everything will gone.I hope I no need to hate you.I hope I still is your friend.I hope...I hope....everything will be ok...Include me^0^

Monday, March 16, 2009

I had go Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra on last Sunday(15 March 2009).It's organized at KLCC.

The Orchestra is start at 3pm.But my friends and I also arrive there about 1pm because we scared don't know how to go the venue.So,we arrive early and having our lunch in the food court.I had order a set of chicken rice.Its so expensive.Is about RM7.80.Haiz....Bo bian lo....Who call me don't want having my lunch before I'm going there.Haiz.........We keep on chit chat in the food court and I also take few photo during the moment.hehe^-^



~The moment during we chit chat-InG in KLCC foodcourt~





When the orchestra want start then we just go to the venue on the time.We had tke photo before we take our seat.^0^



mengcong help me capture this photo...actually is can't take any photo in the hall, but finally we also capture it silently....feel regret after it....@-@ mengcong feel scared after he captured it coz had a guard appear us dy....When we appeared it,we just escaped.=-=

The musical performance is so nice.The conducter is so funny and he had perform his conduct skill well.I love it;I love him^0^ Beside this,the vocals also had a delicate voice and when she sing,she had make audience to plunge the song and feel it.It's a nice show.Actually all the musical players also had a gread job during the whole performance and get a lot of clapping from us.I love it too...^-^
After finish the orchestra,we just leave our seat and go outside the hall to take photo with Miss.Ang.We had take a lot photo a there....^-^

~yoyo & jessica~








take photo with Miss.Ang(our lecturer & tutor)^0^



~peggy,jessica,yoyo,siewmei,miaoa & kaiwen~





~mengcong & yoyo~




~Yoyo & LT ~



~chee kit & yoyo~



~Yoyo & kok ping~



~Which is mine?Which is yours?~







~Hello~
After we finish take photo,actually we decided back to our home.But finally we decided stay at KLCC to watch movie and having our dinner.But a part of them need back home early coz feel tired.So,finally just left LT,Mengcong,Kokping and me.Then we just go to having our dinner and movie.We watched the 'Love Matter'.Its a Singapora's movie.Its quite funny.I love it.^0^


~take inside the lift~^0^




Our tickets...and mengcong's fingers...haha^0^
It's a nice day.I love all the activities during the whole day.It's quite enjoyed and happy....^0^Smile a whole day^-^
I love my lunch;I love the orchestra;I love my dinner;I love the movie..........^-^

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I Hate...I really really hate it.WTF?Everyone also have their own base line,don't try to challenge it.You make me angry already.Congratulation.You're success already.I really hate heard your voice now.I really hate see your face now.I really hope you can die now.When I saw your face,when I heard your voice,I really really wanna slap you!!!!! *sorry,I'm a rascal for you* T-T.......For conclusion,I really hate you now.

Why I'll angry?For what?What's the important things can let me angry till this state?WHY?Because you don't want accompany me. *a small small things*@-@ ....I know,I know I can't rebuke you anymore.But I'm like this.This time I won't say please forgive me.Because you really over my base line.I can't heard any excuse calmness.I agree that I'm not a girl that can easy to get along with.I got my base line.Don't try to say sorry to me, I can't inherit your apologize. Now,I just wanna you can dissolve in my sight instantly.=_=

Today my blog just have a lot of angry emotion. #-#

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Haiz....Finally,my sem2 result is came out already.Is fine.Pass all.....Feel happy and luckily...wahaha^0^ Actually I assume my sem2 result will fail few subjects coz my brain is just thinking all the rubbish things during my exam or revision hours.I'm feel so sorry to myself coz i didn't done my work well.Sorry to my parents.You hope I can attentiveness on my study but I just get the rubbish "LOVE' problem to disturbing me during exam. *remorse*


Whatever,is ok now.I won't let my parents disappointed,I don't want them worry for me.I'm still remember when I'm child.Once I'm cried,I go back to my room and cried.When my lovely dad was came my room,I just pretented that I'm sleep already.He saw my tears on my face then just help me wipe it.I know...Dad,I know.Do you know that I havent sleep?Do you know that I'm keep on crying when you were go out?Not because I'm still sad for the such of thing.Is because of you.I feel LOVE in the moment.I can feel it.It's touching.....My lovely mom also always will doing some touching things for me.I'm feel happily.Sometimes,I'll argue with my parents when my parents doing somethings didnt follow my way.I'm too follow my own inclination.Sorry.Actually I love you,my lovely mom & dad. ^-^*thank you & sorry*




~~~~~Keep on dreaming now~~~~~coz don't know what I want to types.hehe^-^ *stunned*
Lazy to talk about him coz is really nothing can talk already.What can I do?What can I say?Is nothing.So,that's all for today. =-= *confusing*
My photo...^-^ 'zi pai kuang'
when I'm boring,I'm take it and post it. hehe^-^


















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boring...boring and boring @0@






















take at my tbr's house....^-^