Haiz....I'm so tired now.I cant pay my whole heart when my lecture and tutorial class were proceed coz last night I cant sleep well at all.It's so hot during mid-night.So,I keep on sleeping when my lecturer and tutor were talking. ~sorry~ I think I need sleep early abit when my class is start at 8am.Or else,I really cant pay my attention at all. *also feel so sleepy now*
Assignment was start now.All people will become very busy during this few weeks dy.haiz T-T I'm still havent enter the situation at all now.It's really BAD...Cant understand my lecturers and tutors's talk.Cant understand how to start all my assignment.arHHHH!!!!!!HELP ME!!!!!!T-T...Began to have a bad feeling,but dunno how to convey it out.haiz...=-=Hope I can pass my new sem safety.^-^ ~TIRED....cant bear it dy!go to sleep now@-@~

wuhuhu...^0^just back from sri rampai pasar malam with my cousemate-patrick and lim...hehe^-^Is a happy moment for me...haha^-^Today patrick know a lot secret dy...heyhey...dun say it out k...haha^0^
Today I finished my class at 12pm...i'm nothg can do after my class end.So i just sleep until 5pm.Really bored at all....haiz.......my life is so bored....that's why patrick always said my blog is same 1...coz my life is never change.Is most simple life at all.Actually I'm a girl who isolated myself(宅女).I dun like join too much people.I enjoy all the being alone time.No make up,no comb my hair,no lens....Sometimes,I'm also will share my natural look,real life and real character with my close and best friends.I'm feel happy coz they can entered into my world with their true heart.I can feel their care at all the time.I wont feel alone when they are be my side.No secret,no pretend,no lies...I enjoy this pure friendship and life...But how can I find it here???It's hard...~Love my dearest friends~muackzzz^0^

My look that havent make up.....=-=....

Actually I got many words wanna types out.But I really dunno how to express my feeling now.Expecially de feeling bcoz of YOU...Nothg can types now. ~END~

Finally,I had start my year 2...and also start all de lecture and tutorial dy.I feel all de subjects also difficult at all.I dunno wat de lecturer talking about when he was teaching...@-@ I start my class at 8am.So early....I feel so tired and sleepy=-= I miss my holidays a lot^-^haiz.....I hope can have some interest things happen during my 2nd year.If not,I will feel so BORED...Tmr also start my class at 8am...TIRED@-@ Y must so early leh???haiz......I'm finished all my class today.Damm BORED...Now is de time for me to rest but i still blogging...haha^-^Later need go genting klang steamboat with my new housemates and roommates...wuhuhu^-^Eat eat eat...I wanna eat alot coz i didnt having any breakfast or lunch...just waiting my dinner(steamboat)...cant wait dy...hungry=-=''

Yeah^-^I had taking few photo in my new house...start my self admiring again...wahaha^0^

take 1:my stupid face=-=''

take 2

take 3:my crazy act@-@


take 4:noob face=-=

take 5




take 6:drinking

take 7:my peace pose^-^

take 8:losing 1 teeth in my left hand side

take 10

take 11:stupid+crazy+foolish act...haha^0^

All right....I really feel so tired dy...Need take a rest now....sleeping=-=....

At my hometown now^-^ I didnt attend all de class on the 1st week coz i'm feel wasting time at there so i'm back my hometown on wednesday...^0^Although also will feel bored at home but i think is better than stay at KL.I dun like the place...haiz....=-=''coz when I stay at there i will feel so stress and cant breathe because there is too much trouble are wating for me...T-T I hate it!!!!Maybe I do not really suitable for complex life,I only hope that life can be simple and well-being of the main. ~just a simple girl need a simple life~I hate the hypocrisy of life,I hate comparison with each other,I feel it so childish and stupid.Perhaps there are too many people who really too free at all. ~ignore this kind ppl~I hope that my world is the most pure and true.I really not fit in noisy and complicated world.Perhaps I should also adapt to this type of life because I must find my own location in this complex world.This's call LIFE.I KNOW IT...Only hope I find my happiness in this kind of world.Why i will types it suddenly???haiz...dunno...hehe...^-^

simply take few photo now...really so bored...^-^

Today I woke up very early coz i need go dental hospital for extraction. ~repeat again and again~About 9.30am,my mom fetch me go there for extraction and i feel so scared when i'm waiting the nurse calling me.Luckily,I meet de nice and beautiful dentist again.I'm feel peace of mind during de extraction.I finished de extraction almost 11.30am then we just back.My blood is keep on exudative...I feel so nausea...=-=''After I'm back my home,I start to prepare all my stuff and ready going back to KL.After I finished preparing then my mom fetch me to KTM station.When de train was came,my niece keep on calling me and crying coz she wan me hug her and follow me going back to KL....haiz...so pity leh...my niece...Sorry for i cant bring u go together...:( When de door was close i'm still can heard she cry...When i heard she cried...I CRIED TOO!!!! ~ngan chin~oO...NO...my dearest niece...I will back on this thursday la...miss u^-^

Yeah!!!!^0^My new sem is start on next monday@-@ It's my 2nd year in my diploma.whuhuhu.....^-^But all people said 2nd year is more difficult than 1st year.Its hard to study at all....T-T...Let me feel so scared now:(...I cant start my new sem on monday coz i need go dental hospital for extrationT-T...so i will back on tuesday...Miss my friends so much and worry my result so much now...hehe^-^suddenlly feel hate to start my 4 semester coz lazy to study...=-=''...always change my temperature^-^haiz...dun talk about tis sadness thg 1st...During this sem break,I had finished alot of drama in my home.It's had taiwan's drama,korea's drama and more is hong kong's drama coz i more prefer tvb's drama...hehe^-^But I feel had 2 drama is so interested for me...it's korea and taiwan's drama...^-^wahaha...The 1st is Boys Over Flowers...The 4 guys is so handsome and funny.Actually this drama composition is almost same with de taiwan‘流星花园’but also had some different...I'm more prefer korea 1 than de taiwan 1...hehe^-^I love it so much.

Korea F4

Lee Min ho as Goo joon pyo,Kim Bum as So Yi Jung,Koo Hye Sun as Geum Jan Di,

Kim Jun as Song Woo Bin and Kim Hyun Joong as Yoon Ji Hoo

I love Kim Bum so much^0^His smile is so charming^-^

~my handsome and cute prince~


~handsome and cool prince~

Love Kim Bum and Kim So Eun as a pair of soulmate^-^

The 2nd drama is an integration of Malaysia, Thailand and Taiwan idol inspirational elements of youth drama.Malaysia playwright, Thailand and Taiwan leading the scenes with the production team,using different cultural backgrounds and ideas,produced together into a rich and multi-level meaning.Its also a nice drama for me.It's LOVE.18...逆风18...

小杉（鍾欣怡）,Joshua（Chin）,阿哲（陳澤耀）


joshua,啊哲，小杉，海海（張家寧），阿星（顏乙恩）


I Love Chin so much....He's so handsome^-^

~he is a naughty and funny guy~

watching this 2 drama make me become anthomaniac dy...hehe^-^Anyway,these 2 drama is the nice drama for me^-^....LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!wuhuhu^0^

This week i got abit busy coz I wan settle de house problem,prepared all de thing for de new sem,go dental hospital for extraction...@-@ I had move out all my stuff to another house on this monday.I so tired after finished it....When I reached my home is dy 10.30pm....And I wanna say thank you to my dear friend-rui wen here...She had help me alot....thank you ya^0^

Yesterday I had go out for cut my hair...But I'm not so prefer my new hair style.My cousin said look like 'Ah Biao'...=-=''... ~crying~This is my stupid look after I cut my hair....

dun care it 1st...maybe after few days will nice abit....haiz.........no eyes to see it dy...:(

Today,I had go dental hospital for extraction.Now was just finished extraction...Anesthetics slowly dispersed,my wound was started to feel pain now...my blood was keep on falling...T-T...I love the dentist so much coz she is a tender ppl.She scared me feel pain then she doing the extraction carefully.But she inflood too many anesthetics for me...so I was in a state of anesthesia now...hehe^-^But also need said thank you to her...I wont feel so pain during de extraction.But now is feel so pain leh...Anyway,Thanks ya^0^Monday i still need go there for de last extraction,hope I can meet her again...^-^

Tag again^-^Yesterday just finished a tag by mujaja...Today I received a tag by jessica again.haha....Thanks for tagging me ya...jessica^-^Boring now,it's the time for me tagging ^0^
Let's start now....('',)
1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
forehead...~i think it's so warm~^-^
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Lazy to brush my teeth and washing my face=-=''
3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
my niece....baby xixi^-^
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Yup, I think is...('',)
5.Will you ever donate blood ?
never coz my physical condition is not suitable to donate blood...=-=''
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Best friend??No...but i had friends is....Not best friend...hehe^-^
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
LIM WEE PERNG...he's a BARBARIAN... ~sorry for this damnation
coz i really hate tis guy~=-=
8. What does your last text message say ?
Yes~lazy reply msg so always just had few words~
9. What are you thinking right now ?
my brain is blank now...=-=
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Erm...if can then sure...*-*hope he can be by my side..love & miss him so much
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Almost 3.30am...
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Converse
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Him & all my troubles are in my brain now T-T
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
my cousin...hui yi
The TEN lucky person had tagged by me
1.Huan Ying
2.Adrian
3.Chuei Yee
4.Mujaja
5.Patrick
6.Mei Kuan
7.Meng Cong
8.Hann Yaw
9.Jia Zhe
10.Mei Si

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
i think he still single now^0^
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Erm....dunno oO...maybe^-^
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
study at singapora...is a excellent student^0^
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
last night...Through MSN
20.Is no.4 single ?
dunno oO...he never tell me^-^
21. Say something about no.2
Sentimental,sometimes look him like a man but sometimes look like a child...
But he's a nice guy^-^
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Wau...Lesbian oO...cannot la^-^
23. Describe no.9
funny guy...his talk had 99% is nonsense^-^
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
I think they dunno each other...But if real then I think I also dunno wat can I do...=-=''
25. Do you like no.8 ?
Erm...yes...he's a nice guy^-^
Yeah!!!!finished it again....^-^it's a funny tag....('',)
Enjoying your tag ya^-^the TEN lucky person tat you had tagged by me now...hehe^-^

Taggy Tag???

Tagging now...but I not so understand what is it????=-=''Haiz...I dunno how to tag now...got any rules here???I just simply play it la...T-T....Anyway,1st time play it...Thanks ur tag,mujaja...^-^
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.. At last, choose seven people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them..
1.dunno how to start now...=-=''
2.thinking....thinking...still thinking now....
3.some feel appear....SUFFERING....T-T
4.miss him...I'm so miss him
5.repeat watching Boys Over Flower now...Korea F4 are so HANDSOME...wahaha...I love Kim Bum^-^
6.wan inn had sms me now...replying msg 1st...
7.Back....dunno what i wan to write...and open my msn saw my friends's personal messages
8.suddenly remind that Monday and Friday I need go Dental Hospital for extraction...feel so scare now....:(
9.finding another drama to watch...coz if i keep on watching de 4 handsome guys,then i think i will become anthomaniac later...^0^
10.my brain is considering how to solve all my problems now... *persecute me during my whole holidays dy*T-T
11.sort out all de songs inside my MP4 and add in some new song now~its so important for me when I'm stay at KTM or LRT..its can resolve my boring mood~
12.my mom said she stay at hospital when I'm called her in this afternoon...Actually just check her old suffering ... scared me awhile*thanks god...let my lovely mom safe at all the time*
13.counting which day my lovely bags will arrive... *on9 booking it*hehe^0^
14.why my cousin havent back???almost 10pm dy wo...what she do in coffee shop oO???haiz...
15.OMG...I had throw my pants into washing machine...my money still havent take out...T-T ~dun bother it 1st,tml i will find its after my mom drying all the clothes~...hehe^0^
16.oooOOhhh...yeah,finally I finished it dy...^0^
At last,I wanna tag the another seven lucky fellow now...wahaha...^0^
1. Adrian- I think you will free to receive and play my tag...hehe^-^
2.Huan Ying-have a long time didnt find you dy...then just tag you~~~~
3.Mei Si-you're the one who always talking nonsense...I think you will finish it well...haha^0^=kidding=
4.Meng Cong-dunno y....just wanna tag you...hehe^-^
5.Chuei yee-maybe you're busy,but also hope you can finish tis tag...^0^
6.Mei Kuan-long time didnt update ur blog dy...update now!!!haha^0^
7.Patrick-haha...you're so lucky...
Speechless to this tag...need continue to my drama now...=-='' hehe...

I'm back to my grandmom house yesterday.I feel so happy coz I can meet with my sis,cousin and friends.I can talk and share all my feeling inside my heart with them.In this weekend,my sis keep on accompany me and we had share a lot of things together.My smile is keep on appear on my face in this 2 days.^0^I'm really feel happy and easily at here.Its look like didnt have any troubles at here,just have our laughter.My cousin and friends also always show their funny action.It's let me smile until cant stop at all the time but the happy moments always will gone faster.I'm so treasure all of these moments coz I feel I can be a ''real yoyo'' during in these shorten moments.I no need to care who will blame me,I no need to care who will dun like me,I no need to care is it will let other ppl criticism bcoz of my attitude,my action,my topics.....I no need to care so much.I dun mind ppl say my view is pure,I dun mind ppl say I'm the one who can just bully me every time and.....I dun mind,I really dun mind...coz I feel happy that I can be a very simple girl at here,I can be myself at here.At the moments,everythings like not too important dy bcoz I know that I'm not alone now.T-T not cry...is*touching *^-^I really hate the life is too complex,too many troubles...It's let me wanna become a crazy dy.Why everythings cant become simple abit?Why my troubles cant be reduced?I'm not didnt try to cover it.Just I start to feel tired and toilful.I really scared oneday I will collapse bcoz of these troubles!!!!T-T
Sometime I will told myself dun think too much 1st.Any troubles need to solves also wait until next day....just let me think some happy matter now.I keep on to think tomorrow everything also will be solved and become better.But is nothing changes anymore.Even if I have to do my best to resolve it.I really feel wanna cry.Actually now I just know tears is not so precious in this kind of real world,real life...Tears are easy fall down.T-T I always think that as long as I try hard to cover my troubles then everything also can be fine after my exertion but the god and the luckily look like never stand beside me.All the troubles keep on appear in my life.I hate it!!!I really really hate it.I wanna to shout it out!!!Shouting loudly that who can help me now?who can lead me to a better way now?who can accompany to face all of it now?.......But I just can shout it in my heart.No one has given me any respond...T-T I'm feel so lonely and helpless when I face all of it alone.I'm so scared...feel scared~.~My heart become cold,my tears become usual on my face.I cant feel de temperature of my tears ,I cant feel any feeling that I had now.My heart is tired...Whether it is in which area...Its so tired dy........
Tonight,I'm still believe that tomorrow everything also can be solved and become better after I open my eyes.hopeless...GOOD LUCK...PLEASE STAND BESIDE ME!!!!!