Sunday, January 11, 2009

I'm care...But I'm Still Confidence...Just Be Myself ^-^

I supposed to be do my revision now because my final exam is coming soon.Just left over 2 days,but why I still can blogging now?Haiz...I'm be computer's poisoned already...INCORRIGIBLE!!!Feel so sorry to myself...Erm...just let me blogging a while la...Ok?...OkOk...just a while,later need to continuation of your revision oO...OkOk...No problem...haha...crazy!!!^-^Erm...Actually I got a lot of inspriration just now,but why suddenly will losing all inspriration har?Haiz...






I still care the words you describe me...Abit angry...abit be disappointed hopeless...I never think I can bad like that in your mind.How to say it???I know sometimes I'm too haughtiness,some speech will let people feel I'm so boastful and ungrave...Maybe I'm not natural for you...But this is me!!!In the whole world,didn't have another people is same look,same character with me...Maybe sometimes you're right.We not suit!!!I'm already say it before,we are totally from 2 different worlds.But don't simply judge me without knowing me...I will hate you...I'm Yoyo...Can't change.But anyway,all is pass already.All the care is need to stop already!!!I don't want too care about this stupid things already because is depends on different paople.Love,does not come by finding the perfect person.But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Agree?I thanks and feel glad that friends who are come into my life.You walk into my life because you admire my character,me too...If I join your life also because I'm admire your character.But if you dislike my roleplay,better you get out from my life.I won't change myself because anyone.Never wish to be someone else.Be myself because I'm already special.

To all my dearest friends: The most important is can't let you feel humble yourself.Believe it...Confidence is everyone take our life well...Just believe you are special...It's true!!!









Feel My Worries;

Accept My Worries;

Enjoy My Worries &

Forget My Worries^-^

Why?Still Aching?


My heart...still aching...I know it!!!But why?I think got a lot of reasons...I'm not sure...Just knew that my heart is aching because of you again.T-T

Nothing can do now...I just need the time to treat my sadness.I knew that I should be give up...I do that so...But sometimes some odd feeling also will float up on my mind.Maybe is unwilling...I will care what are you thinking about me...but when i knew it.I feel dissatified and sad...In fact,I'm this character people on your mind.Actually I'm also feel abit angry because that I don't like people appearance me without come to an understanding see the real of me.I'm not a perfect girl on your mind because we are of 2 total different worlds and I'm aware too about the gap between us.That gap,has made it impossible for me to slip into your world.I knew that I'm not the types of girl you want.I can't change anymore because that is ME.Maybe that's a stiff role for you,but I just can say that the types of role you want is impossible for me to get it and change it.The character you want;The role you like;I'm don't have !!!I can't censure anymore with you because I can't force you to knowing and understand me.But if you really feel disdain to my role,you can away from my life in anytime.Nobody will retain you.especially is ME!!!Get rid of me when you feel it.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Memory With My Housemate & Roommate












Memories with my dearest housemate & roommate...ghia hoong,leon,sook yan and falcon...
I feel glad because can know all of you in my college life...Although we just get along about half year but all of you had make my life had a memory that i won't to 'delete' forever!I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!We had share our life together;We had doing household together;We had played together and ......Everythings we share;everything we do...I will never forget...Hope all of you also can let it be your memory forever.Its a nice memory for me...Hope you like too...After this semester,my roommate-sook yan want move already...Haiz...not willing to part with you but also hope you can found your own future...good luck!!!^-^



Its a funny expression of emotion ^-^



What matter let us get a scare????i also don't know...haha





We need to say goodbye with many people in our life...It's call LIFE...can't change by everyone..We just can learn to be custom...We will learn how to grow up because of all of things we had done now!!!Nobody can exception...Like now...We learn how to live without put under parents protection;We had learn how to distribute the time nicely when without our parents importune....You had learn it?When once you enjoyed it then you just will know what is the nice and important...Agree?




ghia hoong,sook yan
and yoyo...^-^













sook yan,yoyo and falcon...^-^
*Thanks all of you had make a part
wonderful in my college life...^-^

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Study-ing & Exam-ing Season...Stress

Exam is coming soon...Stress...suffering...haiz!!!T~T
Although the final exam is coming soon but I still waste my time in doing nothing.
Cant study with the whole heart.Haiz...All people start to study already...
Just I still doing nothing now!Actually I want to study but still can't concentration now...
Who can help me?I need the mood to study!!!The time is not enough already la....
Why I still can like this de oO?Study la,study la...
After exam then can enjoy holidays already...Please!!!!
My god....don't let me like to dreaming during study-ing time la...HELP!!!!!!!
Yoyo...Don't doing nothing again...You must study hard already...
Time is not enough for you already...Make a good efforts now...
Don't let yourself regret...Is your time now....Yeah...Gambateh...
All my friends...Gambateh ya...^_^


Study-ing look....@-@



Wednesday, January 7, 2009

My New Blog Is Bear


Star>>>^-^ yoyo,chin teng,miao yoyo,chin teng & miao
& shu hui 's fingers

Today,I start to create a new blog -- Secret.....yeah!!!Have a long time i didn't post my blog because I'm no any feeling and mood in this few days.Don't know what i want to write,what I want to transmit.My brain is blank,no any feeling.Too many matters happened in the short space of time in my life.I had started my college life about half of a year.I'm study at TARC in KL branch.I love my college life now.It's different with my life before.I had met many different people in my college life.All of them come from different city and each other also had different background.I not the active girl so I not had a lot friends in TARC.But I feel be favoured by fortune that I had found some friends that will accommodate my disposition.I'm glad all of you had enter my life and make my life different.Thank you!!!












Another way,I also glad that 'you' had walk in my life.The 1st time i met you,I never think that i will fall in love to you.You just a simple guy,nothing special at all for me.But the time we get along had make me fall in love to you little by little.Firstly,I assume this feeling is just an illusion.But time had proven me wrong.I love you...I know,I love you...But there is nothing for me...because when I know that you had love someone then I start to get rid of you.I get rid of everything I had done with you before;I get rid of everything I had talk with you before;You make my life change a lot...I had smile because amuse with you;I had cry because I know the true,I feel scare because I scared will hear some speak I don't want to know,i scared saw some picture will let my heart aching.You never know it.In your eyes,you just can saw everything she done;In your mind,you just can think about every matters about her;In your heart,you just can feel every rouse that she had gave you.My heart is aching,you don't know;My tears is falling,you don't know.Then how can i keep on to love you?How can I let my heart always aching because of you?So,I had learned abandon...Abandon to love you...Every feeling that you had gave,I will remember and keep it...When I recall you,I still can remember these feelings...I consent that when I know that you had love someone,I hate you until wanna you die.I'm feel so sorry that I had this kind of idea.But i know that we can't go back to the formula that we get along before.I can't be bad tempered with you;I can't light hearted and interesting in taking with you;Anywhere,people must learn grow up while you face love.I will let it be my memory.It had different taste when I'm recollected.Thank you...You had make a different to my life.