My Secret Love

It seems discovery I had like a person recently.In fact,I felt this feeling very early but I'm cant make sure...I cant make sure this feeling is it just a short while.When I appear this feeling does not seem to want to suspend,I started to feel scare.I scare my heart will get hurt.I started to worry.I'm worry that I just can let it be a secret love.''I love you''...This sentences really is hard to say out for me.I would like to tell you that I love you but finally I close up all the words.Actually I know I cant do it because it's really so hard for me.I just will hide this feeling inside my heart and forget it little by little.And now,I know I should not love you,I should not miss you because I'm just nothing for you.Why I know it??Yes,I never get a direct answer from you but time and my intuition will prove it.I'm afraid that I love until the very end then need people advised me to let it go.I dont like this feeling...Maybe I also think that I'm so important,my emotion is so important.Sometimes,human are selfish in different way.Mine is in LOVE.I did not mean that I stingy to pay,I just dont want my pay to be treated coldly.I just dont want my heart tread on by people.It is kind of embarrassing taste.In a word,I hope my pay can get return.I promise that I will stop this feeling but I just need some time.All the words also are nothing for me now.I need time.I think I should let the time to bring you gone.