Taggy Tag???

Tagging now...but I not so understand what is it????=-=''Haiz...I dunno how to tag now...got any rules here???I just simply play it la...T-T....Anyway,1st time play it...Thanks ur tag,mujaja...^-^
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.. At last, choose seven people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them..
1.dunno how to start now...=-=''
2.thinking....thinking...still thinking now....
3.some feel appear....SUFFERING....T-T
4.miss him...I'm so miss him
5.repeat watching Boys Over Flower now...Korea F4 are so HANDSOME...wahaha...I love Kim Bum^-^
6.wan inn had sms me now...replying msg 1st...
7.Back....dunno what i wan to write...and open my msn saw my friends's personal messages
8.suddenly remind that Monday and Friday I need go Dental Hospital for extraction...feel so scare now....:(
9.finding another drama to watch...coz if i keep on watching de 4 handsome guys,then i think i will become anthomaniac later...^0^
10.my brain is considering how to solve all my problems now... *persecute me during my whole holidays dy*T-T
11.sort out all de songs inside my MP4 and add in some new song now~its so important for me when I'm stay at KTM or LRT..its can resolve my boring mood~
12.my mom said she stay at hospital when I'm called her in this afternoon...Actually just check her old suffering ... scared me awhile*thanks god...let my lovely mom safe at all the time*
13.counting which day my lovely bags will arrive... *on9 booking it*hehe^0^
14.why my cousin havent back???almost 10pm dy wo...what she do in coffee shop oO???haiz...
15.OMG...I had throw my pants into washing machine...my money still havent take out...T-T ~dun bother it 1st,tml i will find its after my mom drying all the clothes~...hehe^0^
16.oooOOhhh...yeah,finally I finished it dy...^0^
At last,I wanna tag the another seven lucky fellow now...wahaha...^0^
1. Adrian- I think you will free to receive and play my tag...hehe^-^
2.Huan Ying-have a long time didnt find you dy...then just tag you~~~~
3.Mei Si-you're the one who always talking nonsense...I think you will finish it well...haha^0^=kidding=
4.Meng Cong-dunno y....just wanna tag you...hehe^-^
5.Chuei yee-maybe you're busy,but also hope you can finish tis tag...^0^
6.Mei Kuan-long time didnt update ur blog dy...update now!!!haha^0^
7.Patrick-haha...you're so lucky...
Speechless to this tag...need continue to my drama now...=-='' hehe...

I'm back to my grandmom house yesterday.I feel so happy coz I can meet with my sis,cousin and friends.I can talk and share all my feeling inside my heart with them.In this weekend,my sis keep on accompany me and we had share a lot of things together.My smile is keep on appear on my face in this 2 days.^0^I'm really feel happy and easily at here.Its look like didnt have any troubles at here,just have our laughter.My cousin and friends also always show their funny action.It's let me smile until cant stop at all the time but the happy moments always will gone faster.I'm so treasure all of these moments coz I feel I can be a ''real yoyo'' during in these shorten moments.I no need to care who will blame me,I no need to care who will dun like me,I no need to care is it will let other ppl criticism bcoz of my attitude,my action,my topics.....I no need to care so much.I dun mind ppl say my view is pure,I dun mind ppl say I'm the one who can just bully me every time and.....I dun mind,I really dun mind...coz I feel happy that I can be a very simple girl at here,I can be myself at here.At the moments,everythings like not too important dy bcoz I know that I'm not alone now.T-T not cry...is*touching *^-^I really hate the life is too complex,too many troubles...It's let me wanna become a crazy dy.Why everythings cant become simple abit?Why my troubles cant be reduced?I'm not didnt try to cover it.Just I start to feel tired and toilful.I really scared oneday I will collapse bcoz of these troubles!!!!T-T
Sometime I will told myself dun think too much 1st.Any troubles need to solves also wait until next day....just let me think some happy matter now.I keep on to think tomorrow everything also will be solved and become better.But is nothing changes anymore.Even if I have to do my best to resolve it.I really feel wanna cry.Actually now I just know tears is not so precious in this kind of real world,real life...Tears are easy fall down.T-T I always think that as long as I try hard to cover my troubles then everything also can be fine after my exertion but the god and the luckily look like never stand beside me.All the troubles keep on appear in my life.I hate it!!!I really really hate it.I wanna to shout it out!!!Shouting loudly that who can help me now?who can lead me to a better way now?who can accompany to face all of it now?.......But I just can shout it in my heart.No one has given me any respond...T-T I'm feel so lonely and helpless when I face all of it alone.I'm so scared...feel scared~.~My heart become cold,my tears become usual on my face.I cant feel de temperature of my tears ,I cant feel any feeling that I had now.My heart is tired...Whether it is in which area...Its so tired dy........
Tonight,I'm still believe that tomorrow everything also can be solved and become better after I open my eyes.hopeless...GOOD LUCK...PLEASE STAND BESIDE ME!!!!!

''When a person in love,is it will let her/him become blind?''...Why today I will start with this sentences in my blog?Because I had just finished a phone with my friend.Actually I can't intro her become my friend before it coz we just know each other and never spoken with each other before.When I heard my phone ringing,the 1st respond is ''Who was in such a late hour still call me?''...I am very surprised after I saw the caller ID...Is her...I though she just type wrong number but I still pick it up.After confirmation,I found that she is really looking for me.But what happen?Firstly,she ask me to chat with her.Although i feel weird but I'm still chatting with her coz I know must have some matter are happened on her.In my questioning,she start to tell me what happend on her.Actually it is just a small matter to everyone.But different to her.She break with her dear already.She don't know what should she do now,don't know how to let her feeling get well abit now.....so she say she used a great deal of courage to call me.I'm think the reason that she will call me is because I'm the one who was so close with her dear and she believe me can help her or listen her story and give some opinion to her.I don't mind de reason.It's not important to me.But I know...her feeling...Sometiems,I'm also will losing myself and need someone can lead me to a right way and also just simply need a care from someone when it's happened on me.When i'm chatting with her,she was keep quite most of the time.I know that she had something wanna told me but she dunno how to told me. =be patience=^-^So,I told her think clearly what she wanna to tell me then can told me after it.I wont end her call.Finally,she say it out.I also had gave her some opinion and advice.We had chat about 1 hour,finally she had said ''你说的东西我有听得懂，谢谢，知道该怎么做了。。。''...is welcome^0^I'm also hope I really can help her....
But after I ended de call,I started to think about our topics.I feel gave advices to other people is easy.But sometimes,I also don't know how to give up and forget some people that I love.I also dunno is it the way is a right way.I think is who's the authorities for the matter,then who is the person will can't see clearly the state of affairs.Chinese word call ''当局者迷''.Sometimes,I hope someone can teach me what can I do now.Sometimes,I hope I can share it with another person,but I really dunwan talk about him again.I scared I can't get rid to him after it. *I'm so weird=-=*LOVE...what kind of matter is it?Why make people like a crazy?In this word include a lot of emo and taste...Its had sad,happy,tears,smiles,childish,matual,sweety,bitter,painful..........In a word,our moods were always changed because of ''him/her''.Do you feel it before?When love to be able to extricate ourselves,we also will do some stupid things to each other.Its can be sweet matter but also were not.But watever might happen,after the matter are become a real matter,we also can't to change it.What should we do now?What can we do now?Answer:Accept.........

My Secret Love

It seems discovery I had like a person recently.In fact,I felt this feeling very early but I'm cant make sure...I cant make sure this feeling is it just a short while.When I appear this feeling does not seem to want to suspend,I started to feel scare.I scare my heart will get hurt.I started to worry.I'm worry that I just can let it be a secret love.''I love you''...This sentences really is hard to say out for me.I would like to tell you that I love you but finally I close up all the words.Actually I know I cant do it because it's really so hard for me.I just will hide this feeling inside my heart and forget it little by little.And now,I know I should not love you,I should not miss you because I'm just nothing for you.Why I know it??Yes,I never get a direct answer from you but time and my intuition will prove it.I'm afraid that I love until the very end then need people advised me to let it go.I dont like this feeling...Maybe I also think that I'm so important,my emotion is so important.Sometimes,human are selfish in different way.Mine is in LOVE.I did not mean that I stingy to pay,I just dont want my pay to be treated coldly.I just dont want my heart tread on by people.It is kind of embarrassing taste.In a word,I hope my pay can get return.I promise that I will stop this feeling but I just need some time.All the words also are nothing for me now.I need time.I think I should let the time to bring you gone.

Today,I would doing the same things like yesterday.It's nothing special at all.Just keep on watching drama,on9,look after my niece,eating,dreaming,sleeping....But I had some feeling of the reality life coz I saw my friend's words.During the moment,my brain had came out of this sentence.''A lot of things are being forced out by the realities of situation.Perhaps not everyone would agree,that is because we had not the same fate.Natually there is not had the same values.Even feel that helpless,but also had no alternative.As it is known that cannot change,then we just need to accept it.Regardless of whether it was you or me...''
Not the person who face in the problem,she/he will never understand their difficulties.For examples,some people had a beautiful out look,but some people look so ugly or unnormal;Some people so clever,but some were not;Some people had parents,but some people never saw their parents;Some people had a healthy body,but some were always inclasp by the disease;Some people come from rich families,but some were not.For some people come from rich families,their values will naturally different with the person who come from poor families.People who never have get mad because of money from their young age,they never know the money can important enough to decide their future.For the poor people,they understand it.Sometimes they inevitably will be think too important for the money,so it would give people a feeling of selfish or ruthless.But no one will think about their difficulties.When you truly want to understand them,you will learn about their behavior is subject to the suffocating of real life.As long as the point a little careful,than you may find the thing that you always cant understand....
This is today the longest affect to my feelings...If God can distribute all with uniform,is it will better abit?Sometimes,I also will hate,will grumble the god...why YOU so unfair???But in the same time,I also wanna feel everything that god had gave me.Although it is the troubles.I will accept.I hope I can challenge my life,my destiny.

2.17am...I just free to write down my day report.hehe^-^Actually wanna write today de...But I think is wanna change to yesterday now...=-=''Yesterday I had go T1 for shopping with mei si and ah tang.My secondary sch's classmates.We had promise that we need to reach there at 11.30am.Finally,I late few more minutes but I never think that they also late...haiz...I waiting for them at popular.After few minutes,ah tang was arrived.But mei si had late about an hour...=-='' nevermind,is ok.

Ah tang and me decided go McD eating and waiting for mei si.My lunch was I force ah tang pay for me.haha...Thank you ya...my dear^0^After mei si reach then we started to chat about our college life.We had not same college now.So we share our college life together.Feel so nice.^-^After finished our lunch then we started shopping.Ah tang said she wanna buy a lady shoes then we just accompany her find her dream shoes but I think s'ban is so hard to find a nice shoes coz here didnt have too much choice.So,just find it next time la.^0^We also walk into 银河社 to find some funny,cute and meaningful ornaments.Had a long time didnt come here dy=-=

After it,ah tang said wanna find a place to sit down and chat.So,we just go EASY WAY high tea.^0^Mei si and I had ordered a original珍珠奶茶.Its so nice....I love it so much^0^we had chit chat at here for about 2 hours.We didnt feel the time was gone when we were chatting at there.After it,we decided to back home coz I think we also feel so tired dy.^-^Before we back,we had take a photo at the bus station.^-^

mei si,yoyo and ah tang

I arrived my home about 6pm...I had take few photos when I stay at home...^0^Take with my dearest niece...Baby yin xi^0^


1st:wat odd expression emotion is it?=-=''


2nd:act pig's mouth with my niece^-^


3rd:funny expression emotion...

4th:KISS^0^

After it,I had captured a lot of photo by myself...Forgive my self admiring during this moment...^-^

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12th:smile without eyes=-=''

13th: act shy

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hehe...suddenly appear that recently I had take and upload a lot photo...Is it I need stop capturing now???haha...but sometimes I can't control my self admiring=-='' haiz....

Anyway,hope I can feel happy and meaningful everydays....All the bad things will gone....^0^

wahaha....^0^Holiday-iNg now!!!What can I done during tis holidays?What should I done during tis holidays?Erm...still planning now.=-=''haiz....>-<>
Next semester I will move to another house and live with my coursemate.Why I want to move?Haiz...Coz before that I lived the house got some guys is so rude,dirty,self-approbation,super lazy and no manners.I cant endure and hate this kind of guys.First time,I just appear this world still got this kind of barbarians.Cast off to this problem,my friend also keep on persuade me live together with them.Finally,I decided to move.Hope can have a new life in my 2nd semester^0^Erm...start to consider when I need to move all my things to my new house...+++and a lot of problem need to settle now.Hope can settle it as fast as possible.^-^

Last Friday I go Titiwangsa with my roommate-Nicole.We go there at about 2 or 3pm.If I didnt make mistake la^0^.And we back around at 6pm.When we go there,the weather is keep on changing.Suddenly had a strong wind like wanna raining and suddenly had fiece sunlight.haha^-^But we didnt bother the weather...Keep on to capture photo at there.At first,our pose were so unnatural.But after few minutes,we started to suit the camera lens dy.Haha...I want to show our photo now!!!!wahaha^0^thank you to ur bf ya...be our camera man a day...^-^

where we get de flowers?answer:on de floor^0^haha

sweet hug^0^

love tis photo,but look got abit blur...=-=''

*peace*

she dunno i kiss her...haha^-^

haiz...the important thing was when we back,we just appear that we get a saman!!!disappointing=-=''But nevermind la,is so happy in the moment that we keep on capturing^-^

Finally,finished all my exam paper by today.wahahahahah^0^happy-ing Tomorrow will back my hometown.exciting Today is the last day I stay at this house.why?Coz I want move to another house by next semester.Look forward to my new house life and live together with my friends...haha^-^hope we can get along in harmoniousToday,I join my friends(miao,wq,ck & lw)go out having our dinner.Actually we decided having our dinner in wangsa maju.But dunno why suddenly will change the location.Finally,we having our dinner in TBR.Got abit disappointed but still ok la coz after I pay my rental and some expenses then I just left about RM20 only.If really go wangsa having my dinner then I no need back my hometown dy.I'm a poor girl now T-T...We go out at 6.30pm and back at about 8pm.haha^0^We had chat a lot a there.What topic we chating just now?A lots until non stop but I forgot dy...hehe^-^But I still remember when CK chat de topic bout 'him' with me,and he suddenly ask 'why dun just giving up?'I had clumsy a while.Why?coz I never think this kind of question.When CK suddenly ask this question then I just actually I didnt have any reason to keep this feeling on.Do you know actually I love you?I think you know it.Dunno why,just feel you know it.Fine...dun bother this question 1st.Not the problems that I can solve now.Haiz...I have a month cant see my college friends,cant heard you all talking big bang,cant heard you all call me 'yao yao',cant chit chat-InG during the lecture,cant replace my class to your class,l'll miss you all so much de...haha...^0^
What can I do during this holidays?Erm...Actually wanna find a job but hard to find it.~.~maybe will stay at home for rest and accompany my family,help my mom look after my cute & naughty niece...haha...I miss her so much^0^.I also want find a time date my secondary sch's friends go out for chit-chating and shopping^-^They always date me then I also always break my promise make me feel so shy now @0@...Promise that I wont break my promise again...hehe^0^ ~waiting ur call~

Today....Erm...cant say today coz now is 2.23am dy.Actually is Wednesday I just finished my MMS paper so feel relax abit dy.But still cant release all the tension coz still have one more paper on next monday.It's Music Appreciation.Is feel scare about this paper coz it's difficult than the MMS paper for me.I'm not so prefer study the music theory.Hate theory...It's make me blur@-@ Fine!!! Dont want care about it 1st...I'm wanna enjoyed my midnight now...Blogging and on9-InG...But cant watching drama coz scare I cant control myself.I'll keep on to watch and ignore the exam on Monday.So,i think is better ignore the drama now.Haiz....so stress during the exam season.I want to shout loudly,I want to cry out all my tears,I want to tear to pieces all my notes*stress-InG* ...But I still didnt shout,didnt cry,didnt tear to pieces my notes coz I know that I cant do it now.But I'm sure I must do it after the exam.I want to shout out all my stress;I want to cry out all my sadness and tears; =seriously=But I think I wont tear to pieces my notes...It's not important for me coz it wont influence my emotion.
Now,my self admiring is coming....^0^take a lot photo after finished my exam...^-^

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3rd,concentrate on my laptop...wat I'm seeing for?

4th,stunned

5th,stunned too @-@ wat I'm thinking for?

6th,stupid act

7th,peace^-^

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9th,acting cute~.~



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~END~

Erm...dont care my self admiring....I'm always like that...=-=no medical recipe can cure me dy@-@ Almost 3am dy,I want to go to sleep dy...Tmr still need go library to do revision with my dearest roommate-Nicole^-^ Hope everyone have a good night here ^-^