Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Haiz...............Patrick say all my posts are repeating!!!@-@ Is it right?
Ok....fine!!!!I'm accept this remind.I think I need to improve it....T-T
Today,my lecture is cancelled!!!!Why always cancelled class???BORED!!!!After it still need to replace back...Haiz...Actually nothing can write now coz really so free and boring in this few days.Nothing can do so finally also nothing can happen...haha!!!!^-^Erm...Today I want to say 'thank you' to KJ,he help me correct my sentence.haha....^-^Small matter but still need to say thank you to him.."If u dunno that the love waiting at there,will u choose to stay ? or leave?"<---He help me to correct it de....hehe^0^so shy bcoz my poor english!!!~.~Need to improve it too...*-*Haiz.......My life is really really so BORED now....I think patrick saw it also will say 'still repeating'!!!!haha^0^coz I'm really so BORING!!!!~.~
Anyway,waiting for YOU enter into my life and make my life more wonderful...WELCOME!!!!^0^明天会更好....I love this sentence.Actually I want write in english but finally I still think it is more easy to explain in chinese.Hope my life will can same with this sentense...^-^

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Erm....Is so boring during this few days....Keep on doing the same things again and again.Stop it!!!Its so bored and make me no mood at all the time...I had typing my new post just now.But I also cancelled it suddenly coz I dunno what I want to type,What I want to convey.But why I will type a new post now?I dunno....just posting when follow my mind.Is so weird.But nevermind,I still keep on typing....^0^
I'm so cumbrous during this few days...NOT!!!I think i should say is this semester.Why?Haiz....coz had happened some unhappy matter.What happen is it?Actually is had a cold war with my housemate but is just a trivial matter only.It won't had any affect for me so I can disregard it.The 2nd matter that always annoy me is my room havent rent out.Haiz.......I still finding my new roommate now.If can't find people rent my room then I need pay a lot rental in a month.Haiz........worry about this stupid matter NOW!!!!And the last is my final exam is coming soon!!!Haiz..... Short sem is so rush!!!I need start to do my revision dy.....Hope I can concentrate with the whole heart in study during my final exam season.Gambateh...Yeah!!!! ^0^
Although had happened some unhappy matter during my 3rd sem,but still had some interesting and happy matter happened.What is the matter make me feel interest and happy?haha...Because of YOU...haha...Always think I'm so childish or not mature coz my life is can't without LOVE.Although always get hurt in this matter but I still believe LOVE,I still pursue LOVE...^-^Maybe it is bcoz I'm still young,so I can be a 'Love crazy' now.Or maybe I'm the one that won't forget LOVE....that can't without LOVE...I need LOVE from my dearest family,from my darling friends...and from YOU^0^...LOVE make our life become wonderful.I love,I hate,I feel,I think,I forgive,I precious and......in my life.Finally I can't forgot.I can't forgot the person that had entered into my life.Whatever is you or him/her.I also will remember.All of you had make my life become more special and wonderful.Whatever is cry or smile I also will prize every feeling that you had gave me.Even if we can't meet again,I still hope everyone of you can pass your days peaceful and joyful.The unhappy matter just let it gone.I felt happy that I had share my life with all of you...^0^
Why will mention it suddenly?I dunno....@-@.... Just type all the things that had refloat on my mind now...Anyway,just let it be will be..I remember with anxiety my childhood.It's no need think or worry too much.Do evertthing that I want to do...Is so happy and plain life.But all of this just can be a memory now.Nobody can turn back....Just can keep on face all the problem and new challenges days by days.Is can't shrink back anymore.Once I heard a words is 'Bid farewell or adieu is the final stroke when we meet with someone'....I agree it....But we can't disallow that separate can let people become more strong and mature.
Erm....suddenly type a lot....@-@ But can I do it now?^-^I haven't can do it now.But I still learning now.I hope I can do it.At the same time,I also hope you can do it.I hope you can pass your days well even if our life is won't run into again.The moment that we had share is the important memory for me. <--is for you^-^Finally,I also hope my life can more better and wonderful little by little...wahaha...^0^

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Seldom posting most recent....@-@ It is because everydays also doing the same things,nothing special and feel boring.Haiz...This weekend I didn't back my hometown coz my parents need back perlis to pray respect.Nobody at home,so I can't back...T-TDon't know why I will create a new post now coz I really didn't have any idea what I want to type now...
During this weekend,I just sleep,watching movies,eat....BORING!!!!I can sleep a whole day.So tired.I can miss him when I'm free,when my brain is blank.I miss him,I love him,but I can't do anything.I also can't guess is it he love me too at the worst.I scared,I scared the true when hurt me;I scared my tears will falling.I can't inherit it.Who is the guy I miss,I love?Not that guy that I mention before.I say I want give up,I want forget.Yes,I done it.I can do it.But the bad news is I love another guy now!!!Haiz.......Why must love someone just can let me forgot the guy?I no eyes to see already....Please stop it...Please!!! ~stunned~

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

*TIRED*@-@
Today I feel so so so TIRED!!!!!Yesterday just finished my music mid-term test.So,I can take a rest now and continue to focus my final exam.@-@ suffer I hate exam.Yesterday go sungai wang's green box singing with my coursemate.It's so high.I love the scene very much.I enjoyed it too.happy day^-^yeah!!!
But today I feel not so happy coz I heard some gossip.I hate it.I really hate it.I feel there is no alternate but I can't retort it anymore.I just can be silence.Not I'm scare to retort, just I dunno what can I say in the moment.Is it LOVE also false?I don't understand.I really confuse now.abit angry too=-= I care...I care you never stand beside me when this matter happened;I care people talk a lot when they are don't know the true;I care gossip....I'm so CARE....So,I keep on get rid of you just now.Before it,I always peep at you silently,I always find a lot of topics to chatting with you,I always walk beside you....But...NOW....I can't and scare peep at you anymore,I scared chatting with you,I scared walk beside you.All is bcoz I scared people appear it.What can I do now??? Nothing....I just can accept all the gossip.I just can let people guess.I just can let it be nothing happened.....I hope everything will gone.I hope I no need to hate you.I hope I still is your friend.I hope...I hope....everything will be ok...Include me^0^

Monday, March 16, 2009

I had go Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra on last Sunday(15 March 2009).It's organized at KLCC.

The Orchestra is start at 3pm.But my friends and I also arrive there about 1pm because we scared don't know how to go the venue.So,we arrive early and having our lunch in the food court.I had order a set of chicken rice.Its so expensive.Is about RM7.80.Haiz....Bo bian lo....Who call me don't want having my lunch before I'm going there.Haiz.........We keep on chit chat in the food court and I also take few photo during the moment.hehe^-^



~The moment during we chit chat-InG in KLCC foodcourt~





When the orchestra want start then we just go to the venue on the time.We had tke photo before we take our seat.^0^



mengcong help me capture this photo...actually is can't take any photo in the hall, but finally we also capture it silently....feel regret after it....@-@ mengcong feel scared after he captured it coz had a guard appear us dy....When we appeared it,we just escaped.=-=

The musical performance is so nice.The conducter is so funny and he had perform his conduct skill well.I love it;I love him^0^ Beside this,the vocals also had a delicate voice and when she sing,she had make audience to plunge the song and feel it.It's a nice show.Actually all the musical players also had a gread job during the whole performance and get a lot of clapping from us.I love it too...^-^
After finish the orchestra,we just leave our seat and go outside the hall to take photo with Miss.Ang.We had take a lot photo a there....^-^

~yoyo & jessica~








take photo with Miss.Ang(our lecturer & tutor)^0^



~peggy,jessica,yoyo,siewmei,miaoa & kaiwen~





~mengcong & yoyo~




~Yoyo & LT ~



~chee kit & yoyo~



~Yoyo & kok ping~



~Which is mine?Which is yours?~







~Hello~
After we finish take photo,actually we decided back to our home.But finally we decided stay at KLCC to watch movie and having our dinner.But a part of them need back home early coz feel tired.So,finally just left LT,Mengcong,Kokping and me.Then we just go to having our dinner and movie.We watched the 'Love Matter'.Its a Singapora's movie.Its quite funny.I love it.^0^


~take inside the lift~^0^




Our tickets...and mengcong's fingers...haha^0^
It's a nice day.I love all the activities during the whole day.It's quite enjoyed and happy....^0^Smile a whole day^-^
I love my lunch;I love the orchestra;I love my dinner;I love the movie..........^-^

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I Hate...I really really hate it.WTF?Everyone also have their own base line,don't try to challenge it.You make me angry already.Congratulation.You're success already.I really hate heard your voice now.I really hate see your face now.I really hope you can die now.When I saw your face,when I heard your voice,I really really wanna slap you!!!!! *sorry,I'm a rascal for you* T-T.......For conclusion,I really hate you now.

Why I'll angry?For what?What's the important things can let me angry till this state?WHY?Because you don't want accompany me. *a small small things*@-@ ....I know,I know I can't rebuke you anymore.But I'm like this.This time I won't say please forgive me.Because you really over my base line.I can't heard any excuse calmness.I agree that I'm not a girl that can easy to get along with.I got my base line.Don't try to say sorry to me, I can't inherit your apologize. Now,I just wanna you can dissolve in my sight instantly.=_=

Today my blog just have a lot of angry emotion. #-#

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Haiz....Finally,my sem2 result is came out already.Is fine.Pass all.....Feel happy and luckily...wahaha^0^ Actually I assume my sem2 result will fail few subjects coz my brain is just thinking all the rubbish things during my exam or revision hours.I'm feel so sorry to myself coz i didn't done my work well.Sorry to my parents.You hope I can attentiveness on my study but I just get the rubbish "LOVE' problem to disturbing me during exam. *remorse*


Whatever,is ok now.I won't let my parents disappointed,I don't want them worry for me.I'm still remember when I'm child.Once I'm cried,I go back to my room and cried.When my lovely dad was came my room,I just pretented that I'm sleep already.He saw my tears on my face then just help me wipe it.I know...Dad,I know.Do you know that I havent sleep?Do you know that I'm keep on crying when you were go out?Not because I'm still sad for the such of thing.Is because of you.I feel LOVE in the moment.I can feel it.It's touching.....My lovely mom also always will doing some touching things for me.I'm feel happily.Sometimes,I'll argue with my parents when my parents doing somethings didnt follow my way.I'm too follow my own inclination.Sorry.Actually I love you,my lovely mom & dad. ^-^*thank you & sorry*




~~~~~Keep on dreaming now~~~~~coz don't know what I want to types.hehe^-^ *stunned*
Lazy to talk about him coz is really nothing can talk already.What can I do?What can I say?Is nothing.So,that's all for today. =-= *confusing*
My photo...^-^ 'zi pai kuang'
when I'm boring,I'm take it and post it. hehe^-^


















@-@ boring.....











































boring...boring and boring @0@






















take at my tbr's house....^-^

Thursday, March 5, 2009

My Love...

Have a long time I didn't have post any new blog already....Not busy...Not no feeling....Just don't know want how to describe my feeling now....What I'm doing now?I don't know....What I'm thinking now?I don't know....What I'm hoping now?I don't know....Why I'm started to don't understand myself already?@-@ suffering
I'm so weird...I'm agree....Sometimes I also will lose myself.Everytimes I'm also need control my feeling,I hate to let somebody know my real feeling....coz I'm scared...scared my feeling will change suddenly...I consent that I'll always change my temperature...Like now,actually i'm not so understand what I'm writing now....hope who you are viewing my post,you will know my feeling...Is it once you got getting this kind feeling?
Sometimes,i'll feel I'm stupid...Is it so childish when you'll always be hemmed in love problem.I'm started to feel so distressed on this troblesome things.I hate always environ on this problem.Love or don't love?Actually not take into my hands...Why still need think so much?What I must to make decide is when I just can give up....I'm not the 1st time to say I need to give up...But I'm still keep on be a stupid...be a crazy....Why I'm can't just become unrestrained abit?Giving up....is it so hard for me?I don't know....I'm really don't know....
I know I can't keep on be a stupid,be a crazy,but I can't do it easily.Give up....How many times I had say it.But finally also become a rubbish word.I'm still LOVE....When I want to give up...Can I know is I want to cry 1st?or need to forget 1st?If you,you'll know what you need to do 1st?Is it still difficult?Love,let people satisfy,let people feel happily,let people think everything also wonderful...But Love also will make people tired,make people getting hurt,make people trouble,make people cry and finally I believe also will let people grow up....But why must make people the whole body is covered with wounds all over just can let people grow up?Why must let people always draw a lesson just can understand the doctrine?confusing@-@
Do you had love a person that he/she didn't love you anymore?You want to heard he/she say who he/she love....You need to see what action he done for the girl/boy....You need receive all the things,all the words that you don't want to receive....Why?Because you know you will get hurt,because you know your heart will pain,because you know your tears will falling....is it?



Friday, February 13, 2009

I haven't go out shopping after New Year...T-T....But finally I go out shopping with my friends already...hehe...We had go to Times Square and also buy a lot at there...@-@ We also had took a lot of photo at there....^0^
















This photo is so blur...is a guard took for us...@-@ Not pro....But also need say Thank You to her la...haha....























pei yee...sui yee & soon jiun





















me...pei yee & soon jiun^-^






















sui yee...pei yee & soon jiun^0^




















sui yee...me & soon jiun ^-^









































sui yee...me & pei yee 0-0



































sui yee,pei yee,me & soon jiun ^-^




















We had saw a funny board at there...and we also took a funny photo with the board...the 2 girls at the up side is soon jiun & sui yee...pei yee and me is the 2 children under the side of them...^0^ Its so funny....















sui yee,pei yee & soon jiun...funny eyes@-@


We had enjoyed the whole day and also feel so tired already....haiz@-@.... after back my home I just feel my legs id s0 So SO PAIN...@-@ But I'm also feel so Happy and satisfied...^-^

Friday, February 6, 2009

Haha....Chuei yee suddenly called me out...I also felt so boring at home then I just to agree her invited...hehe...chatting alot during the day...and let me remind a special guy that I assume he is not survive on my mine...Actually,I'm still remember him...haha...^-^Who is that?You guess...hehe...
Wanna share all the photo we had take during the time...^0^


















Chuei Yee and Yoyo^-^Take in t1's KFC...









keep on capturing....haha...coz boring at there...^0^
This 珍珠奶茶 is I force chuei yee pay for me de...^-^ she so nice...^0^
Thank you ya...chuei yee...hehe@-@
saw the drees same with the jusco 1...then I also take it to try....^-^
自恋....haha...keep on capturing...^0^
c00L act...hehe...@-@
haha....finish already....^-^
I love the dress so much...^0^