Thursday, January 29, 2009

Th3 1st day of N3w Y3ar

Haha....HaPPY nEW YeaR!!!All my friends...cheer it out & also say yeah now...hehe... ^-^
The 1st day of new year,I had back my grandmom house pay a visit to my relatives and get a lot angpao at there...^-^...I had stay at there about 2 days and played a lot with my sister and cousin...^0^














My cousin-Hui yi and me...she want people join her gambing...but nobody want...haha..Finally,become crazy dy...accompany me capture photo at here...^0^













Funny l00K @0@











After we get all the angpao and all my relatives were going to talk all kinds of subjects,just left us...pity children...@-@ get bored here...hehe











cute act...^0^













wats act is it?








wat pose she's doing n0w?@-@
crazy little by little...@-@
She still finding glambing partners n0w...but i scare lose so i didnt joined her...haha...^-^boring girl...i just love my angpao...haha..^0^
yeah...Angpao...Money...I love you...hahaha...^-^
big and small chinese oranges...^-^
cute puppies...^0^
c00L act...
Yeah!!!Happy N3w y3aR...cheer iT out ya^-^

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

bAcK mY h0mEtOwN;bAcK mY sWeEt SweEt h0mE aLrEadY!!!

Today I'm finished my design 2 exam paper...Finally can back my hometown,can back my sweet sweet home already...haha^-^But I still have 1 more paper after new year...haiz...Anyway,I'm still feel happy can have more time to doing revision and also hope to welcome Chinese New Year...^-^So,today I back my home...yeah!!!I miss my lovely mom,my dearest dad,my cute niece and all my family members sO mUcH!!!haha^0^






I'm back hometown with a pig.When I sleep-Ing then the pig take my photo silently...=-=














When the train reach at kajang then I'm wake up already...Then I just took photo by myself...















Feel so boring in the train so I started to play 'zi pai'...^0^















This photo show my face too white...hehe


















Pig help me capture...I think pig like to capture me...haha...
I more prefer this photo...haha...Thanks ya...my dearest pig...^0^
My lovely mom come KTM station fetched me after I'm arrived and bring me go pasar malam....haha...^-^I had buy a lot of foods to eat...haha...^-^I also want become a pIg...hehe...We just stay awhile at pasar malam because my parents still need to join a party at their friend's house...BUt is enough for me.After back my home,I just throw all my bags away...I'm start to watching movie and eating 1st...haha...So enjoyed the feeling...RELAX-ing^0^
Take photo with my niece...funny LooK@-@
Yoyo and baby Cc...^0^
I want start to enjoy my new year holidays now...haha...Yeah!!!Say yeah now!!!Happy New Year to all my Dearest Friends...& enjoy-Ing yours holidays t00...but don't forget to study photography oO...Aiya...'Sha feng jing'...hehe...Anyway,Jia you...('',)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Enjoying today...



































Before I set up my hair



Actually I need go kajang having dinner with my mammy & eldest sister...But suddenly cancel already...But its nothing for me because I also lazy and don't like go out to join this kind of gathering.So,I feel happy.Erm....But I start to have mood to shopping...haha...SHOPPING SHOPPING....ya...I wan go out shopping ... I try to call out all my friends but all of them are doing revision for final exam.Just I still got mood to shopping.Haiz....I'm not a good student.But I promise that I will study hard after shopping because I'm really stress and can't remember all the things now.Let me relax awhile.Nobody accompany me.So,I go out with myself.Is ok.Because I also like shopping alone.I can go everywhere I wanna to go.I can shop every shops I wan to shop.wahaha^-^Ok...I'm go out about 6pm...I decided to go KLCC to shopping...































This ATM machine I waste about half an hour just can found it...^-^

After I reach there then I try to find ATM machine.But I can't find it.Firstly,I saw a lot ATM machine,but not I want.I want Public Bank.I had walked and find so hard then finnaly I can found it.haha...Waste about half an hour already...haiz...@-@
KLCC...































The decorate is so beautiful...All decorate is for welcome the Chinese New Year...



























I capture this photo at 1st level...^0^










































HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


After it,I started to think what I want to eat because I haven't having my dinner.Erm...I had think a long time....KFC?Mc Donald?Nando's?Secret Recipe?Burger King?...All of these restaurants have a lot of people.I lazy to queue up so I try to found another restaurant.Finally,I found that A&W restaurant is just had few people.So I'm decided that I want having it...haha...yeah!!!I found my dinner already...^-^






























I had ordered a set combo 6...Its look is nice...^-^

It is just RM11.65only...



















What I'm eating for?



















Having french fries...^0^















Drinking Rootbear...Its so Niceeeee.....huhu....^0^

















Go inside PDI try short pants...Its so nice...


















I had go a accesories shop to buy some accesories...All of these just RM15.80 only...hehe...^-^

After finished shop in KLCC then I go straight to wangsa maju's Jusco...I saw had a musical performance at the stage..Then I just stand there and enjoyed the performance....Is so nice...They had performed few songs...'Hong re','Ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen' and some New Year songs...


















There had Cello,"E Hu' and Mandolin...
I LOVE IT....haha...I miss all musical instruments sound...



















I also had go elianto to buy some masks...It has Rose,Aloe,Cucumber and Kiwi...the sale girl said buy 4 free 1 then i take the Aloe Mask.Its just RM24

I'm back around 9.30pm..haha...
Enjoying my one day trip on this saturday...haha...& enjoy alone today...Its another feeling for me ^0^
tomorrow need start to study hard already...@-@
gambateh!!!!



Tuesday, January 13, 2009

知道












今天的我想在我的部格落写下一篇用华语来表达的文章。其实也不是什么文章,只是无意中发现了一首歌很适合我对你的感情写照。这首歌里的每一句,每一行,都是我想对你说,却没有勇气说出口的一切。希望你可以听听这首我只想对你说的歌,我的感受,我的委屈,我的无奈和心痛都一一隐藏在歌词里头。一切注定要结束后的最后一首歌。。。


主唱:郭静
作词/曲:韦礼安
她让你憔悴许多 她让你不知所措
她的一举一动你不停地对我说
我微笑倾听你说 我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么 让你愿意耐心地等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做得和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你的心中 逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的 心动
你让我憔悴很多 你让我不知所措
你的一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意地走过 你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么 让你耐心地等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你的心中 逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的 心动
我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 在你心中没有 她多



写完这篇歌词,其实又有很想把它给删除掉的念头,因为觉得已开始学会放手,不想再有任何眷恋,只是想表达我对你的不满与不解,并没有非要写下来的意思。。。但是实在是花了我一小段时间才写完,所以不忍心。而且确实是还蛮喜欢这首歌,随便啦,勉强让‘你’留下吧!!!哈哈。。。我的心,好了吗?不好也得好,因为已没有再爱下去的借口了!你对我的否定,我也不想再介怀了。人,注定是自私的;就像你总不曾考虑过我的感受。不爱我,所以你从来不会给我多余的关怀,你的狠心,我体会到了,也了解;我,其实也一样。不想因为爱你而感到心痛,总觉得自己是最重要的。没有必要为一个不爱我的人而心痛,而流泪。因为在学会爱的第一刻起,就知道原来为爱流到心里的泪是苦苦的。谁会愿意想要尝试呢?只有学会放开一只手,才能握起另一样东西。学会放弃,也是另一种领悟。爱情只有在伤害中才会真正的学会坚强。。。







Sunday, January 11, 2009

I'm care...But I'm Still Confidence...Just Be Myself ^-^

I supposed to be do my revision now because my final exam is coming soon.Just left over 2 days,but why I still can blogging now?Haiz...I'm be computer's poisoned already...INCORRIGIBLE!!!Feel so sorry to myself...Erm...just let me blogging a while la...Ok?...OkOk...just a while,later need to continuation of your revision oO...OkOk...No problem...haha...crazy!!!^-^Erm...Actually I got a lot of inspriration just now,but why suddenly will losing all inspriration har?Haiz...






I still care the words you describe me...Abit angry...abit be disappointed hopeless...I never think I can bad like that in your mind.How to say it???I know sometimes I'm too haughtiness,some speech will let people feel I'm so boastful and ungrave...Maybe I'm not natural for you...But this is me!!!In the whole world,didn't have another people is same look,same character with me...Maybe sometimes you're right.We not suit!!!I'm already say it before,we are totally from 2 different worlds.But don't simply judge me without knowing me...I will hate you...I'm Yoyo...Can't change.But anyway,all is pass already.All the care is need to stop already!!!I don't want too care about this stupid things already because is depends on different paople.Love,does not come by finding the perfect person.But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Agree?I thanks and feel glad that friends who are come into my life.You walk into my life because you admire my character,me too...If I join your life also because I'm admire your character.But if you dislike my roleplay,better you get out from my life.I won't change myself because anyone.Never wish to be someone else.Be myself because I'm already special.

To all my dearest friends: The most important is can't let you feel humble yourself.Believe it...Confidence is everyone take our life well...Just believe you are special...It's true!!!









Feel My Worries;

Accept My Worries;

Enjoy My Worries &

Forget My Worries^-^

Why?Still Aching?


My heart...still aching...I know it!!!But why?I think got a lot of reasons...I'm not sure...Just knew that my heart is aching because of you again.T-T

Nothing can do now...I just need the time to treat my sadness.I knew that I should be give up...I do that so...But sometimes some odd feeling also will float up on my mind.Maybe is unwilling...I will care what are you thinking about me...but when i knew it.I feel dissatified and sad...In fact,I'm this character people on your mind.Actually I'm also feel abit angry because that I don't like people appearance me without come to an understanding see the real of me.I'm not a perfect girl on your mind because we are of 2 total different worlds and I'm aware too about the gap between us.That gap,has made it impossible for me to slip into your world.I knew that I'm not the types of girl you want.I can't change anymore because that is ME.Maybe that's a stiff role for you,but I just can say that the types of role you want is impossible for me to get it and change it.The character you want;The role you like;I'm don't have !!!I can't censure anymore with you because I can't force you to knowing and understand me.But if you really feel disdain to my role,you can away from my life in anytime.Nobody will retain you.especially is ME!!!Get rid of me when you feel it.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Memory With My Housemate & Roommate












Memories with my dearest housemate & roommate...ghia hoong,leon,sook yan and falcon...
I feel glad because can know all of you in my college life...Although we just get along about half year but all of you had make my life had a memory that i won't to 'delete' forever!I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!We had share our life together;We had doing household together;We had played together and ......Everythings we share;everything we do...I will never forget...Hope all of you also can let it be your memory forever.Its a nice memory for me...Hope you like too...After this semester,my roommate-sook yan want move already...Haiz...not willing to part with you but also hope you can found your own future...good luck!!!^-^



Its a funny expression of emotion ^-^



What matter let us get a scare????i also don't know...haha





We need to say goodbye with many people in our life...It's call LIFE...can't change by everyone..We just can learn to be custom...We will learn how to grow up because of all of things we had done now!!!Nobody can exception...Like now...We learn how to live without put under parents protection;We had learn how to distribute the time nicely when without our parents importune....You had learn it?When once you enjoyed it then you just will know what is the nice and important...Agree?




ghia hoong,sook yan
and yoyo...^-^













sook yan,yoyo and falcon...^-^
*Thanks all of you had make a part
wonderful in my college life...^-^

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Study-ing & Exam-ing Season...Stress

Exam is coming soon...Stress...suffering...haiz!!!T~T
Although the final exam is coming soon but I still waste my time in doing nothing.
Cant study with the whole heart.Haiz...All people start to study already...
Just I still doing nothing now!Actually I want to study but still can't concentration now...
Who can help me?I need the mood to study!!!The time is not enough already la....
Why I still can like this de oO?Study la,study la...
After exam then can enjoy holidays already...Please!!!!
My god....don't let me like to dreaming during study-ing time la...HELP!!!!!!!
Yoyo...Don't doing nothing again...You must study hard already...
Time is not enough for you already...Make a good efforts now...
Don't let yourself regret...Is your time now....Yeah...Gambateh...
All my friends...Gambateh ya...^_^


Study-ing look....@-@



Wednesday, January 7, 2009

My New Blog Is Bear


Star>>>^-^ yoyo,chin teng,miao yoyo,chin teng & miao
& shu hui 's fingers

Today,I start to create a new blog -- Secret.....yeah!!!Have a long time i didn't post my blog because I'm no any feeling and mood in this few days.Don't know what i want to write,what I want to transmit.My brain is blank,no any feeling.Too many matters happened in the short space of time in my life.I had started my college life about half of a year.I'm study at TARC in KL branch.I love my college life now.It's different with my life before.I had met many different people in my college life.All of them come from different city and each other also had different background.I not the active girl so I not had a lot friends in TARC.But I feel be favoured by fortune that I had found some friends that will accommodate my disposition.I'm glad all of you had enter my life and make my life different.Thank you!!!












Another way,I also glad that 'you' had walk in my life.The 1st time i met you,I never think that i will fall in love to you.You just a simple guy,nothing special at all for me.But the time we get along had make me fall in love to you little by little.Firstly,I assume this feeling is just an illusion.But time had proven me wrong.I love you...I know,I love you...But there is nothing for me...because when I know that you had love someone then I start to get rid of you.I get rid of everything I had done with you before;I get rid of everything I had talk with you before;You make my life change a lot...I had smile because amuse with you;I had cry because I know the true,I feel scare because I scared will hear some speak I don't want to know,i scared saw some picture will let my heart aching.You never know it.In your eyes,you just can saw everything she done;In your mind,you just can think about every matters about her;In your heart,you just can feel every rouse that she had gave you.My heart is aching,you don't know;My tears is falling,you don't know.Then how can i keep on to love you?How can I let my heart always aching because of you?So,I had learned abandon...Abandon to love you...Every feeling that you had gave,I will remember and keep it...When I recall you,I still can remember these feelings...I consent that when I know that you had love someone,I hate you until wanna you die.I'm feel so sorry that I had this kind of idea.But i know that we can't go back to the formula that we get along before.I can't be bad tempered with you;I can't light hearted and interesting in taking with you;Anywhere,people must learn grow up while you face love.I will let it be my memory.It had different taste when I'm recollected.Thank you...You had make a different to my life.