& shu hui 's fingers
Today,I start to create a new blog -- Secret.....yeah!!!Have a long time i didn't post my blog because I'm no any feeling and mood in this few days.Don't know what i want to write,what I want to transmit.My brain is blank,no any feeling.Too many matters happened in the short space of time in my life.I had started my college life about half of a year.I'm study at TARC in KL branch.I love my college life now.It's different with my life before.I had met many different people in my college life.All of them come from different city and each other also had different background.I not the active girl so I not had a lot friends in TARC.But I feel be favoured by fortune that I had found some friends that will accommodate my disposition.I'm glad all of you had enter my life and make my life different.Thank you!!!
Another way,I also glad that 'you' had walk in my life.The 1st time i met you,I never think that i will fall in love to you.You just a simple guy,nothing special at all for me.But the time we get along had make me fall in love to you little by little.Firstly,I assume this feeling is just an illusion.But time had proven me wrong.I love you...I know,I love you...But there is nothing for me...because when I know that you had love someone then I start to get rid of you.I get rid of everything I had done with you before;I get rid of everything I had talk with you before;You make my life change a lot...I had smile because amuse with you;I had cry because I know the true,I feel scare because I scared will hear some speak I don't want to know,i scared saw some picture will let my heart aching.You never know it.In your eyes,you just can saw everything she done;In your mind,you just can think about every matters about her;In your heart,you just can feel every rouse that she had gave you.My heart is aching,you don't know;My tears is falling,you don't know.Then how can i keep on to love you?How can I let my heart always aching because of you?So,I had learned abandon...Abandon to love you...Every feeling that you had gave,I will remember and keep it...When I recall you,I still can remember these feelings...I consent that when I know that you had love someone,I hate you until wanna you die.I'm feel so sorry that I had this kind of idea.But i know that we can't go back to the formula that we get along before.I can't be bad tempered with you;I can't light hearted and interesting in taking with you;Anywhere,people must learn grow up while you face love.I will let it be my memory.It had different taste when I'm recollected.Thank you...You had make a different to my life.
