Sunday, January 11, 2009

I'm care...But I'm Still Confidence...Just Be Myself ^-^

I supposed to be do my revision now because my final exam is coming soon.Just left over 2 days,but why I still can blogging now?Haiz...I'm be computer's poisoned already...INCORRIGIBLE!!!Feel so sorry to myself...Erm...just let me blogging a while la...Ok?...OkOk...just a while,later need to continuation of your revision oO...OkOk...No problem...haha...crazy!!!^-^Erm...Actually I got a lot of inspriration just now,but why suddenly will losing all inspriration har?Haiz...






I still care the words you describe me...Abit angry...abit be disappointed hopeless...I never think I can bad like that in your mind.How to say it???I know sometimes I'm too haughtiness,some speech will let people feel I'm so boastful and ungrave...Maybe I'm not natural for you...But this is me!!!In the whole world,didn't have another people is same look,same character with me...Maybe sometimes you're right.We not suit!!!I'm already say it before,we are totally from 2 different worlds.But don't simply judge me without knowing me...I will hate you...I'm Yoyo...Can't change.But anyway,all is pass already.All the care is need to stop already!!!I don't want too care about this stupid things already because is depends on different paople.Love,does not come by finding the perfect person.But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Agree?I thanks and feel glad that friends who are come into my life.You walk into my life because you admire my character,me too...If I join your life also because I'm admire your character.But if you dislike my roleplay,better you get out from my life.I won't change myself because anyone.Never wish to be someone else.Be myself because I'm already special.

To all my dearest friends: The most important is can't let you feel humble yourself.Believe it...Confidence is everyone take our life well...Just believe you are special...It's true!!!









Feel My Worries;

Accept My Worries;

Enjoy My Worries &

Forget My Worries^-^

Why?Still Aching?


My heart...still aching...I know it!!!But why?I think got a lot of reasons...I'm not sure...Just knew that my heart is aching because of you again.T-T

Nothing can do now...I just need the time to treat my sadness.I knew that I should be give up...I do that so...But sometimes some odd feeling also will float up on my mind.Maybe is unwilling...I will care what are you thinking about me...but when i knew it.I feel dissatified and sad...In fact,I'm this character people on your mind.Actually I'm also feel abit angry because that I don't like people appearance me without come to an understanding see the real of me.I'm not a perfect girl on your mind because we are of 2 total different worlds and I'm aware too about the gap between us.That gap,has made it impossible for me to slip into your world.I knew that I'm not the types of girl you want.I can't change anymore because that is ME.Maybe that's a stiff role for you,but I just can say that the types of role you want is impossible for me to get it and change it.The character you want;The role you like;I'm don't have !!!I can't censure anymore with you because I can't force you to knowing and understand me.But if you really feel disdain to my role,you can away from my life in anytime.Nobody will retain you.especially is ME!!!Get rid of me when you feel it.