*TIRED*@-@
Today I feel so so so TIRED!!!!!Yesterday just finished my music mid-term test.So,I can take a rest now and continue to focus my final exam.@-@ suffer I hate exam.Yesterday go sungai wang's green box singing with my coursemate.It's so high.I love the scene very much.I enjoyed it too.happy day^-^yeah!!!
But today I feel not so happy coz I heard some gossip.I hate it.I really hate it.I feel there is no alternate but I can't retort it anymore.I just can be silence.Not I'm scare to retort, just I dunno what can I say in the moment.Is it LOVE also false?I don't understand.I really confuse now.abit angry too=-= I care...I care you never stand beside me when this matter happened;I care people talk a lot when they are don't know the true;I care gossip....I'm so CARE....So,I keep on get rid of you just now.Before it,I always peep at you silently,I always find a lot of topics to chatting with you,I always walk beside you....But...NOW....I can't and scare peep at you anymore,I scared chatting with you,I scared walk beside you.All is bcoz I scared people appear it.What can I do now??? Nothing....I just can accept all the gossip.I just can let people guess.I just can let it be nothing happened.....I hope everything will gone.I hope I no need to hate you.I hope I still is your friend.I hope...I hope....everything will be ok...Include me^0^

I had go Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra on last Sunday(15 March 2009).It's organized at KLCC.

The Orchestra is start at 3pm.But my friends and I also arrive there about 1pm because we scared don't know how to go the venue.So,we arrive early and having our lunch in the food court.I had order a set of chicken rice.Its so expensive.Is about RM7.80.Haiz....Bo bian lo....Who call me don't want having my lunch before I'm going there.Haiz.........We keep on chit chat in the food court and I also take few photo during the moment.hehe^-^



~The moment during we chit chat-InG in KLCC foodcourt~

When the orchestra want start then we just go to the venue on the time.We had tke photo before we take our seat.^0^

mengcong help me capture this photo...actually is can't take any photo in the hall, but finally we also capture it silently....feel regret after it....@-@ mengcong feel scared after he captured it coz had a guard appear us dy....When we appeared it,we just escaped.=-=

The musical performance is so nice.The conducter is so funny and he had perform his conduct skill well.I love it;I love him^0^ Beside this,the vocals also had a delicate voice and when she sing,she had make audience to plunge the song and feel it.It's a nice show.Actually all the musical players also had a gread job during the whole performance and get a lot of clapping from us.I love it too...^-^

After finish the orchestra,we just leave our seat and go outside the hall to take photo with Miss.Ang.We had take a lot photo a there....^-^

~yoyo & jessica~








take photo with Miss.Ang(our lecturer & tutor)^0^

~peggy,jessica,yoyo,siewmei,miaoa & kaiwen~





~mengcong & yoyo~

~Yoyo & LT ~

~chee kit & yoyo~

~Yoyo & kok ping~



~Which is mine?Which is yours?~

~Hello~

After we finish take photo,actually we decided back to our home.But finally we decided stay at KLCC to watch movie and having our dinner.But a part of them need back home early coz feel tired.So,finally just left LT,Mengcong,Kokping and me.Then we just go to having our dinner and movie.We watched the 'Love Matter'.Its a Singapora's movie.Its quite funny.I love it.^0^

~take inside the lift~^0^

Our tickets...and mengcong's fingers...haha^0^

It's a nice day.I love all the activities during the whole day.It's quite enjoyed and happy....^0^Smile a whole day^-^

I love my lunch;I love the orchestra;I love my dinner;I love the movie..........^-^

I Hate...I really really hate it.WTF?Everyone also have their own base line,don't try to challenge it.You make me angry already.Congratulation.You're success already.I really hate heard your voice now.I really hate see your face now.I really hope you can die now.When I saw your face,when I heard your voice,I really really wanna slap you!!!!! *sorry,I'm a rascal for you* T-T.......For conclusion,I really hate you now.

Why I'll angry?For what?What's the important things can let me angry till this state?WHY?Because you don't want accompany me. *a small small things*@-@ ....I know,I know I can't rebuke you anymore.But I'm like this.This time I won't say please forgive me.Because you really over my base line.I can't heard any excuse calmness.I agree that I'm not a girl that can easy to get along with.I got my base line.Don't try to say sorry to me, I can't inherit your apologize. Now,I just wanna you can dissolve in my sight instantly.=_=

Today my blog just have a lot of angry emotion. #-#

Haiz....Finally,my sem2 result is came out already.Is fine.Pass all.....Feel happy and luckily...wahaha^0^ Actually I assume my sem2 result will fail few subjects coz my brain is just thinking all the rubbish things during my exam or revision hours.I'm feel so sorry to myself coz i didn't done my work well.Sorry to my parents.You hope I can attentiveness on my study but I just get the rubbish "LOVE' problem to disturbing me during exam. *remorse*


Whatever,is ok now.I won't let my parents disappointed,I don't want them worry for me.I'm still remember when I'm child.Once I'm cried,I go back to my room and cried.When my lovely dad was came my room,I just pretented that I'm sleep already.He saw my tears on my face then just help me wipe it.I know...Dad,I know.Do you know that I havent sleep?Do you know that I'm keep on crying when you were go out?Not because I'm still sad for the such of thing.Is because of you.I feel LOVE in the moment.I can feel it.It's touching.....My lovely mom also always will doing some touching things for me.I'm feel happily.Sometimes,I'll argue with my parents when my parents doing somethings didnt follow my way.I'm too follow my own inclination.Sorry.Actually I love you,my lovely mom & dad. ^-^*thank you & sorry*

~~~~~Keep on dreaming now~~~~~coz don't know what I want to types.hehe^-^ *stunned*

Lazy to talk about him coz is really nothing can talk already.What can I do?What can I say?Is nothing.So,that's all for today. =-= *confusing*

My photo...^-^ 'zi pai kuang'

when I'm boring,I'm take it and post it. hehe^-^

@-@ boring.....

boring...boring and boring @0@

take at my tbr's house....^-^

My Love...

Have a long time I didn't have post any new blog already....Not busy...Not no feeling....Just don't know want how to describe my feeling now....What I'm doing now?I don't know....What I'm thinking now?I don't know....What I'm hoping now?I don't know....Why I'm started to don't understand myself already?@-@ suffering
I'm so weird...I'm agree....Sometimes I also will lose myself.Everytimes I'm also need control my feeling,I hate to let somebody know my real feeling....coz I'm scared...scared my feeling will change suddenly...I consent that I'll always change my temperature...Like now,actually i'm not so understand what I'm writing now....hope who you are viewing my post,you will know my feeling...Is it once you got getting this kind feeling?
Sometimes,i'll feel I'm stupid...Is it so childish when you'll always be hemmed in love problem.I'm started to feel so distressed on this troblesome things.I hate always environ on this problem.Love or don't love?Actually not take into my hands...Why still need think so much?What I must to make decide is when I just can give up....I'm not the 1st time to say I need to give up...But I'm still keep on be a stupid...be a crazy....Why I'm can't just become unrestrained abit?Giving up....is it so hard for me?I don't know....I'm really don't know....
I know I can't keep on be a stupid,be a crazy,but I can't do it easily.Give up....How many times I had say it.But finally also become a rubbish word.I'm still LOVE....When I want to give up...Can I know is I want to cry 1st?or need to forget 1st?If you,you'll know what you need to do 1st?Is it still difficult?Love,let people satisfy,let people feel happily,let people think everything also wonderful...But Love also will make people tired,make people getting hurt,make people trouble,make people cry and finally I believe also will let people grow up....But why must make people the whole body is covered with wounds all over just can let people grow up?Why must let people always draw a lesson just can understand the doctrine?confusing@-@
Do you had love a person that he/she didn't love you anymore?You want to heard he/she say who he/she love....You need to see what action he done for the girl/boy....You need receive all the things,all the words that you don't want to receive....Why?Because you know you will get hurt,because you know your heart will pain,because you know your tears will falling....is it?