At my hometown now^-^ I didnt attend all de class on the 1st week coz i'm feel wasting time at there so i'm back my hometown on wednesday...^0^Although also will feel bored at home but i think is better than stay at KL.I dun like the place...haiz....=-=''coz when I stay at there i will feel so stress and cant breathe because there is too much trouble are wating for me...T-T I hate it!!!!Maybe I do not really suitable for complex life,I only hope that life can be simple and well-being of the main. ~just a simple girl need a simple life~I hate the hypocrisy of life,I hate comparison with each other,I feel it so childish and stupid.Perhaps there are too many people who really too free at all. ~ignore this kind ppl~I hope that my world is the most pure and true.I really not fit in noisy and complicated world.Perhaps I should also adapt to this type of life because I must find my own location in this complex world.This's call LIFE.I KNOW IT...Only hope I find my happiness in this kind of world.Why i will types it suddenly???haiz...dunno...hehe...^-^

simply take few photo now...really so bored...^-^

Today I woke up very early coz i need go dental hospital for extraction. ~repeat again and again~About 9.30am,my mom fetch me go there for extraction and i feel so scared when i'm waiting the nurse calling me.Luckily,I meet de nice and beautiful dentist again.I'm feel peace of mind during de extraction.I finished de extraction almost 11.30am then we just back.My blood is keep on exudative...I feel so nausea...=-=''After I'm back my home,I start to prepare all my stuff and ready going back to KL.After I finished preparing then my mom fetch me to KTM station.When de train was came,my niece keep on calling me and crying coz she wan me hug her and follow me going back to KL....haiz...so pity leh...my niece...Sorry for i cant bring u go together...:( When de door was close i'm still can heard she cry...When i heard she cried...I CRIED TOO!!!! ~ngan chin~oO...NO...my dearest niece...I will back on this thursday la...miss u^-^

Yeah!!!!^0^My new sem is start on next monday@-@ It's my 2nd year in my diploma.whuhuhu.....^-^But all people said 2nd year is more difficult than 1st year.Its hard to study at all....T-T...Let me feel so scared now:(...I cant start my new sem on monday coz i need go dental hospital for extrationT-T...so i will back on tuesday...Miss my friends so much and worry my result so much now...hehe^-^suddenlly feel hate to start my 4 semester coz lazy to study...=-=''...always change my temperature^-^haiz...dun talk about tis sadness thg 1st...During this sem break,I had finished alot of drama in my home.It's had taiwan's drama,korea's drama and more is hong kong's drama coz i more prefer tvb's drama...hehe^-^But I feel had 2 drama is so interested for me...it's korea and taiwan's drama...^-^wahaha...The 1st is Boys Over Flowers...The 4 guys is so handsome and funny.Actually this drama composition is almost same with de taiwan‘流星花园’but also had some different...I'm more prefer korea 1 than de taiwan 1...hehe^-^I love it so much.

Korea F4

Lee Min ho as Goo joon pyo,Kim Bum as So Yi Jung,Koo Hye Sun as Geum Jan Di,

Kim Jun as Song Woo Bin and Kim Hyun Joong as Yoon Ji Hoo

I love Kim Bum so much^0^His smile is so charming^-^

~my handsome and cute prince~


~handsome and cool prince~

Love Kim Bum and Kim So Eun as a pair of soulmate^-^

The 2nd drama is an integration of Malaysia, Thailand and Taiwan idol inspirational elements of youth drama.Malaysia playwright, Thailand and Taiwan leading the scenes with the production team,using different cultural backgrounds and ideas,produced together into a rich and multi-level meaning.Its also a nice drama for me.It's LOVE.18...逆风18...

小杉（鍾欣怡）,Joshua（Chin）,阿哲（陳澤耀）


joshua,啊哲，小杉，海海（張家寧），阿星（顏乙恩）


I Love Chin so much....He's so handsome^-^

~he is a naughty and funny guy~

watching this 2 drama make me become anthomaniac dy...hehe^-^Anyway,these 2 drama is the nice drama for me^-^....LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!wuhuhu^0^

This week i got abit busy coz I wan settle de house problem,prepared all de thing for de new sem,go dental hospital for extraction...@-@ I had move out all my stuff to another house on this monday.I so tired after finished it....When I reached my home is dy 10.30pm....And I wanna say thank you to my dear friend-rui wen here...She had help me alot....thank you ya^0^

Yesterday I had go out for cut my hair...But I'm not so prefer my new hair style.My cousin said look like 'Ah Biao'...=-=''... ~crying~This is my stupid look after I cut my hair....

dun care it 1st...maybe after few days will nice abit....haiz.........no eyes to see it dy...:(

Today,I had go dental hospital for extraction.Now was just finished extraction...Anesthetics slowly dispersed,my wound was started to feel pain now...my blood was keep on falling...T-T...I love the dentist so much coz she is a tender ppl.She scared me feel pain then she doing the extraction carefully.But she inflood too many anesthetics for me...so I was in a state of anesthesia now...hehe^-^But also need said thank you to her...I wont feel so pain during de extraction.But now is feel so pain leh...Anyway,Thanks ya^0^Monday i still need go there for de last extraction,hope I can meet her again...^-^

Tag again^-^Yesterday just finished a tag by mujaja...Today I received a tag by jessica again.haha....Thanks for tagging me ya...jessica^-^Boring now,it's the time for me tagging ^0^
Let's start now....('',)
1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
forehead...~i think it's so warm~^-^
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Lazy to brush my teeth and washing my face=-=''
3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
my niece....baby xixi^-^
4.Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Yup, I think is...('',)
5.Will you ever donate blood ?
never coz my physical condition is not suitable to donate blood...=-=''
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Best friend??No...but i had friends is....Not best friend...hehe^-^
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
LIM WEE PERNG...he's a BARBARIAN... ~sorry for this damnation
coz i really hate tis guy~=-=
8. What does your last text message say ?
Yes~lazy reply msg so always just had few words~
9. What are you thinking right now ?
my brain is blank now...=-=
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Erm...if can then sure...*-*hope he can be by my side..love & miss him so much
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Almost 3.30am...
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Converse
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Him & all my troubles are in my brain now T-T
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
my cousin...hui yi
The TEN lucky person had tagged by me
1.Huan Ying
2.Adrian
3.Chuei Yee
4.Mujaja
5.Patrick
6.Mei Kuan
7.Meng Cong
8.Hann Yaw
9.Jia Zhe
10.Mei Si

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
i think he still single now^0^
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Erm....dunno oO...maybe^-^
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
study at singapora...is a excellent student^0^
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
last night...Through MSN
20.Is no.4 single ?
dunno oO...he never tell me^-^
21. Say something about no.2
Sentimental,sometimes look him like a man but sometimes look like a child...
But he's a nice guy^-^
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Wau...Lesbian oO...cannot la^-^
23. Describe no.9
funny guy...his talk had 99% is nonsense^-^
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
I think they dunno each other...But if real then I think I also dunno wat can I do...=-=''
25. Do you like no.8 ?
Erm...yes...he's a nice guy^-^
Yeah!!!!finished it again....^-^it's a funny tag....('',)
Enjoying your tag ya^-^the TEN lucky person tat you had tagged by me now...hehe^-^

Taggy Tag???

Tagging now...but I not so understand what is it????=-=''Haiz...I dunno how to tag now...got any rules here???I just simply play it la...T-T....Anyway,1st time play it...Thanks ur tag,mujaja...^-^
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.. At last, choose seven people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them..
1.dunno how to start now...=-=''
2.thinking....thinking...still thinking now....
3.some feel appear....SUFFERING....T-T
4.miss him...I'm so miss him
5.repeat watching Boys Over Flower now...Korea F4 are so HANDSOME...wahaha...I love Kim Bum^-^
6.wan inn had sms me now...replying msg 1st...
7.Back....dunno what i wan to write...and open my msn saw my friends's personal messages
8.suddenly remind that Monday and Friday I need go Dental Hospital for extraction...feel so scare now....:(
9.finding another drama to watch...coz if i keep on watching de 4 handsome guys,then i think i will become anthomaniac later...^0^
10.my brain is considering how to solve all my problems now... *persecute me during my whole holidays dy*T-T
11.sort out all de songs inside my MP4 and add in some new song now~its so important for me when I'm stay at KTM or LRT..its can resolve my boring mood~
12.my mom said she stay at hospital when I'm called her in this afternoon...Actually just check her old suffering ... scared me awhile*thanks god...let my lovely mom safe at all the time*
13.counting which day my lovely bags will arrive... *on9 booking it*hehe^0^
14.why my cousin havent back???almost 10pm dy wo...what she do in coffee shop oO???haiz...
15.OMG...I had throw my pants into washing machine...my money still havent take out...T-T ~dun bother it 1st,tml i will find its after my mom drying all the clothes~...hehe^0^
16.oooOOhhh...yeah,finally I finished it dy...^0^
At last,I wanna tag the another seven lucky fellow now...wahaha...^0^
1. Adrian- I think you will free to receive and play my tag...hehe^-^
2.Huan Ying-have a long time didnt find you dy...then just tag you~~~~
3.Mei Si-you're the one who always talking nonsense...I think you will finish it well...haha^0^=kidding=
4.Meng Cong-dunno y....just wanna tag you...hehe^-^
5.Chuei yee-maybe you're busy,but also hope you can finish tis tag...^0^
6.Mei Kuan-long time didnt update ur blog dy...update now!!!haha^0^
7.Patrick-haha...you're so lucky...
Speechless to this tag...need continue to my drama now...=-='' hehe...

I'm back to my grandmom house yesterday.I feel so happy coz I can meet with my sis,cousin and friends.I can talk and share all my feeling inside my heart with them.In this weekend,my sis keep on accompany me and we had share a lot of things together.My smile is keep on appear on my face in this 2 days.^0^I'm really feel happy and easily at here.Its look like didnt have any troubles at here,just have our laughter.My cousin and friends also always show their funny action.It's let me smile until cant stop at all the time but the happy moments always will gone faster.I'm so treasure all of these moments coz I feel I can be a ''real yoyo'' during in these shorten moments.I no need to care who will blame me,I no need to care who will dun like me,I no need to care is it will let other ppl criticism bcoz of my attitude,my action,my topics.....I no need to care so much.I dun mind ppl say my view is pure,I dun mind ppl say I'm the one who can just bully me every time and.....I dun mind,I really dun mind...coz I feel happy that I can be a very simple girl at here,I can be myself at here.At the moments,everythings like not too important dy bcoz I know that I'm not alone now.T-T not cry...is*touching *^-^I really hate the life is too complex,too many troubles...It's let me wanna become a crazy dy.Why everythings cant become simple abit?Why my troubles cant be reduced?I'm not didnt try to cover it.Just I start to feel tired and toilful.I really scared oneday I will collapse bcoz of these troubles!!!!T-T
Sometime I will told myself dun think too much 1st.Any troubles need to solves also wait until next day....just let me think some happy matter now.I keep on to think tomorrow everything also will be solved and become better.But is nothing changes anymore.Even if I have to do my best to resolve it.I really feel wanna cry.Actually now I just know tears is not so precious in this kind of real world,real life...Tears are easy fall down.T-T I always think that as long as I try hard to cover my troubles then everything also can be fine after my exertion but the god and the luckily look like never stand beside me.All the troubles keep on appear in my life.I hate it!!!I really really hate it.I wanna to shout it out!!!Shouting loudly that who can help me now?who can lead me to a better way now?who can accompany to face all of it now?.......But I just can shout it in my heart.No one has given me any respond...T-T I'm feel so lonely and helpless when I face all of it alone.I'm so scared...feel scared~.~My heart become cold,my tears become usual on my face.I cant feel de temperature of my tears ,I cant feel any feeling that I had now.My heart is tired...Whether it is in which area...Its so tired dy........
Tonight,I'm still believe that tomorrow everything also can be solved and become better after I open my eyes.hopeless...GOOD LUCK...PLEASE STAND BESIDE ME!!!!!

''When a person in love,is it will let her/him become blind?''...Why today I will start with this sentences in my blog?Because I had just finished a phone with my friend.Actually I can't intro her become my friend before it coz we just know each other and never spoken with each other before.When I heard my phone ringing,the 1st respond is ''Who was in such a late hour still call me?''...I am very surprised after I saw the caller ID...Is her...I though she just type wrong number but I still pick it up.After confirmation,I found that she is really looking for me.But what happen?Firstly,she ask me to chat with her.Although i feel weird but I'm still chatting with her coz I know must have some matter are happened on her.In my questioning,she start to tell me what happend on her.Actually it is just a small matter to everyone.But different to her.She break with her dear already.She don't know what should she do now,don't know how to let her feeling get well abit now.....so she say she used a great deal of courage to call me.I'm think the reason that she will call me is because I'm the one who was so close with her dear and she believe me can help her or listen her story and give some opinion to her.I don't mind de reason.It's not important to me.But I know...her feeling...Sometiems,I'm also will losing myself and need someone can lead me to a right way and also just simply need a care from someone when it's happened on me.When i'm chatting with her,she was keep quite most of the time.I know that she had something wanna told me but she dunno how to told me. =be patience=^-^So,I told her think clearly what she wanna to tell me then can told me after it.I wont end her call.Finally,she say it out.I also had gave her some opinion and advice.We had chat about 1 hour,finally she had said ''你说的东西我有听得懂，谢谢，知道该怎么做了。。。''...is welcome^0^I'm also hope I really can help her....
But after I ended de call,I started to think about our topics.I feel gave advices to other people is easy.But sometimes,I also don't know how to give up and forget some people that I love.I also dunno is it the way is a right way.I think is who's the authorities for the matter,then who is the person will can't see clearly the state of affairs.Chinese word call ''当局者迷''.Sometimes,I hope someone can teach me what can I do now.Sometimes,I hope I can share it with another person,but I really dunwan talk about him again.I scared I can't get rid to him after it. *I'm so weird=-=*LOVE...what kind of matter is it?Why make people like a crazy?In this word include a lot of emo and taste...Its had sad,happy,tears,smiles,childish,matual,sweety,bitter,painful..........In a word,our moods were always changed because of ''him/her''.Do you feel it before?When love to be able to extricate ourselves,we also will do some stupid things to each other.Its can be sweet matter but also were not.But watever might happen,after the matter are become a real matter,we also can't to change it.What should we do now?What can we do now?Answer:Accept.........

My Secret Love

It seems discovery I had like a person recently.In fact,I felt this feeling very early but I'm cant make sure...I cant make sure this feeling is it just a short while.When I appear this feeling does not seem to want to suspend,I started to feel scare.I scare my heart will get hurt.I started to worry.I'm worry that I just can let it be a secret love.''I love you''...This sentences really is hard to say out for me.I would like to tell you that I love you but finally I close up all the words.Actually I know I cant do it because it's really so hard for me.I just will hide this feeling inside my heart and forget it little by little.And now,I know I should not love you,I should not miss you because I'm just nothing for you.Why I know it??Yes,I never get a direct answer from you but time and my intuition will prove it.I'm afraid that I love until the very end then need people advised me to let it go.I dont like this feeling...Maybe I also think that I'm so important,my emotion is so important.Sometimes,human are selfish in different way.Mine is in LOVE.I did not mean that I stingy to pay,I just dont want my pay to be treated coldly.I just dont want my heart tread on by people.It is kind of embarrassing taste.In a word,I hope my pay can get return.I promise that I will stop this feeling but I just need some time.All the words also are nothing for me now.I need time.I think I should let the time to bring you gone.

Today,I would doing the same things like yesterday.It's nothing special at all.Just keep on watching drama,on9,look after my niece,eating,dreaming,sleeping....But I had some feeling of the reality life coz I saw my friend's words.During the moment,my brain had came out of this sentence.''A lot of things are being forced out by the realities of situation.Perhaps not everyone would agree,that is because we had not the same fate.Natually there is not had the same values.Even feel that helpless,but also had no alternative.As it is known that cannot change,then we just need to accept it.Regardless of whether it was you or me...''
Not the person who face in the problem,she/he will never understand their difficulties.For examples,some people had a beautiful out look,but some people look so ugly or unnormal;Some people so clever,but some were not;Some people had parents,but some people never saw their parents;Some people had a healthy body,but some were always inclasp by the disease;Some people come from rich families,but some were not.For some people come from rich families,their values will naturally different with the person who come from poor families.People who never have get mad because of money from their young age,they never know the money can important enough to decide their future.For the poor people,they understand it.Sometimes they inevitably will be think too important for the money,so it would give people a feeling of selfish or ruthless.But no one will think about their difficulties.When you truly want to understand them,you will learn about their behavior is subject to the suffocating of real life.As long as the point a little careful,than you may find the thing that you always cant understand....
This is today the longest affect to my feelings...If God can distribute all with uniform,is it will better abit?Sometimes,I also will hate,will grumble the god...why YOU so unfair???But in the same time,I also wanna feel everything that god had gave me.Although it is the troubles.I will accept.I hope I can challenge my life,my destiny.

2.17am...I just free to write down my day report.hehe^-^Actually wanna write today de...But I think is wanna change to yesterday now...=-=''Yesterday I had go T1 for shopping with mei si and ah tang.My secondary sch's classmates.We had promise that we need to reach there at 11.30am.Finally,I late few more minutes but I never think that they also late...haiz...I waiting for them at popular.After few minutes,ah tang was arrived.But mei si had late about an hour...=-='' nevermind,is ok.

Ah tang and me decided go McD eating and waiting for mei si.My lunch was I force ah tang pay for me.haha...Thank you ya...my dear^0^After mei si reach then we started to chat about our college life.We had not same college now.So we share our college life together.Feel so nice.^-^After finished our lunch then we started shopping.Ah tang said she wanna buy a lady shoes then we just accompany her find her dream shoes but I think s'ban is so hard to find a nice shoes coz here didnt have too much choice.So,just find it next time la.^0^We also walk into 银河社 to find some funny,cute and meaningful ornaments.Had a long time didnt come here dy=-=

After it,ah tang said wanna find a place to sit down and chat.So,we just go EASY WAY high tea.^0^Mei si and I had ordered a original珍珠奶茶.Its so nice....I love it so much^0^we had chit chat at here for about 2 hours.We didnt feel the time was gone when we were chatting at there.After it,we decided to back home coz I think we also feel so tired dy.^-^Before we back,we had take a photo at the bus station.^-^

mei si,yoyo and ah tang

I arrived my home about 6pm...I had take few photos when I stay at home...^0^Take with my dearest niece...Baby yin xi^0^


1st:wat odd expression emotion is it?=-=''


2nd:act pig's mouth with my niece^-^


3rd:funny expression emotion...

4th:KISS^0^

After it,I had captured a lot of photo by myself...Forgive my self admiring during this moment...^-^

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10th

11th

12th:smile without eyes=-=''

13th: act shy

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15th

hehe...suddenly appear that recently I had take and upload a lot photo...Is it I need stop capturing now???haha...but sometimes I can't control my self admiring=-='' haiz....

Anyway,hope I can feel happy and meaningful everydays....All the bad things will gone....^0^